I grew up with 2 older brothers, so seeing penis was not a big deal to me at all.
I was 5 when I played doctor with the neighbor boys for the first time, they were probably 5 and 7 at the time I believe. I had them naked, they had everything done to them that I knew how to do with my little fisher price doctor kit including a shot in their fannies and a rectal temp. But to be honest with you, I don't recall ever being naked for them.
We moved away when I was six from that house. But about 5 years ago I went back after 30 years to visit and show my kids the first house I had grown up in. When I got out of the van, I heard an older man calling my name. Long story short, it was the boys father; he said I hadn't changed at all, that's how he knew who I was. He asked me what I was doing, I told him I was a nurse and he laughed and said that was not a surprise to him because I always did like to play doctor with his boys. Well, I am guessing my face got a bit red, as I didn't realize he knew what was happening in his basement, lol.
Oh well, one of them is a doctor now, and the other an x-ray tech. Who knows, maybe I planted a seed or something.
After that, the next penis I saw with the exception of my brothers once in a great while was my boyfriend Scott. We started dating at the ripe old age of 10 I believe because we were in 4th grade. We also lived in the same neighborhood, which was mighty nice. For the first 2 years of our relationship we thought much more about chasing cows and fishing. I think once in 5th grade he kissed me behind the drinking fountain. Hehehe.
Then in 8th grade we started playing show me yours and I will show you mine, but that probably happened 2 or 3 times. It was much more exciting to just stick our hands down each others pants and just rest them there, lol. We broke up for two years, then started dating again in the summer prior to our 11th grade year, but oddly enough, we kissed a few times, held hands a lot, still went fishing and played card games, that sort of thing, went to prom etc, but nothing else. Those thoughts just were not there for us. Not sure if we just didn't think about it because we were not ready, or because the interest wasn't there, or a little of both. Everyone thought for sure we were going to get married. But, that's a whole different story.
So from about 8th grade until I went to college, almost a whole year of college actually, I didn't see any. But the first time I did, I remember being quite shocked at how you boys develop quite nicely between the ages of 13 and 20. I was quite impressed to say the least. I think the first time I actually had the chance to see one up close and personal it fascinated me, and truth be told, they still do.
Sometimes when I am laying there with Doc and we are naked, I will lay my head on his upper thigh with my head a half foot away and I will stare at it. Sometimes I pull on it a little, roll his balls around in my hands, pull his skin tight and look at color variations, open his meatus and look. After about 5 minutes, he usually asks me a few questions. "Everything look and feel okay down there nurse?" And when I give him my answer, because it hasn't always been yes, then he will say, "then what are you doing?" And I tell him that I just like looking at MY penis and balls, since I don't own any that are physically and actually attached to my body, I have to look at the ones I own that are not actually attached to my body." Then he looks down at me and usually says, "as you wish Ma'am", or "they are yours to do with as you wish Ma'am", I like both of those responses, lol. And he's right, they are mine all mine, hehehe, to do with as I wish. Mmmmmmmmm