I think I'm into surgical fetish. But more of the smaller procedures, and nothing that has to do with anesthesia.
For a while now, I'm having a fantasie to suture someone. But the problem is.. I don't want to cut people open first. I don't want to use anesthesia, and I'm not sure if it is doable without cutting someone open first. I've seen it been done within the kinky scene, where most of the times, labia were sutured together or breast. I don't know nearly enough about doing sutures in this kind of way, but it sounds like risky play to me. So it's not something I am gonna do soon. but oh man, the fantasy... Does anyone have any experience with this specific kind of play?
Besides the suturing, playing with needles is a huge turn on for me too. But the more I read about prepping patients, the more it sounds like it might be my thing too. So maybe the whole surgical fetish for me, isn't just doing the procedures, but everything surrounding it. But on the other hand.. maybe just making superficial cuts... Grr, I just don't know. I have so much reading and learning to do before I can make a decision about this.
But as I've stated before.. I would love to do small procedures. i'm just no sure how doable it would be to do, because I'm not willing to go in heavily risky play (by my standards).
(As you may notice from this post. I'm at the moment very active into exploring my fetish, and my opinion seems to change every minute. I don't know what I want, yet at the same time I do know what I want. Frustrating)