Just Curious.
For me it is much more erotic to play doctor with my partner than going to a real doctor.
To be quite honest at a real doctor there is always that repressed fear that something serious will be found during the exam and for me, that makes the experience very anti-erotic. While I may get hard when playing and I am asked to pull down my underpants for the DRE when it is happening for real there is that subtle thought in the back of my mind that maybe the doctor will find a lump on my prostate. So while I can relive it later and get excited I find it hard to really enjoy the real doctors finger up my rectum when it is actually happening.
Does this happen to others or am I just a hypochondriac.