A post at another e-site got me thinking, I loved my enemas from earliest memory (4). Butt I also loved playing/inserting things in my ass from about the same age, solo. There was no masturbation involved, as I didn't know what it was. Butt I got a great deal of pleasure doing this and did it often (still do!!) Anyone else?
😁 The same to me! And even more, I always loved to insert objects on my ass, pencils, pens, my mom's enema nozzles. I started this about the same age as you (4), and I still remember my first orgasm: I was about 10 and was playing with a pen. I was inserting it and pushing it out like if I was having a BM. That day I started to feel a more intense sensation on doing that. After a while I felt an intense orgasm. It was so good, but I remember I got scared at the same time, because I didn't knew what it was, I only knew I wanted to feel it again. A few days later, using an enema nozzle, I did it again, and once more an orgasm. Unfortunatly, those were my only 2 anal orgasms... I've tried a lot to repeat that across the years, but with no luck... I always end masturbating using more than my lovely ass. Even so, about 21~22 years later, I still have that pen with me, that pen and all the objects I've been collecting all these years: pens, pencils, nozzles, rectal applicators from medicines, dildos, etc... lots and lots of items, and all of them have somewhere in time visited my anal inside...
Someday, I've to punish myself and pass an entire day masturbating myself, but only on my ass! I need to feel it again!