Hello everyone, thanks for the warm response! It has been a little crazy around here for a few months.
So things on the diaper front have been not so great within the last few days. So here goes on my happenings:
Since my interest started I have done some research and found that I have a big interest in not just looking at diapers but in fact wearing them on occasions. I really like the feeling of security that it would provide, as well as the stress release. Since my interest began I have been having thoughts and dreams about me and the wife just wearing around the house.
Yesterday, I sent her a text explaining a dream I had had the night before in which we had just gotten the kid to bed and then we diapered each other up. We did nothing special in the dream, didn't even get sexual.... So in my text, I told her that it really turned me on. I got no response from her at the time and then she had to go to work.
When she got home, we were having a glass of wine and just talking. I made a joke along the lines of "Hey, I did send that text to you, right?"
"Yeah, I just didn't know what to say"
Ok, some from this point it goes south. I then came forth with it. I told her that I was interested in wearing, but it was something that if she was willing to participate I would much rather do it together. She FLIPPED! "you're fucking joking, right? I feel like your joking." So I explain that in fact I am serious. She then gets really mad and says that is is not even a topic of conversation"
This blows my mind, because is usually open to at least talking about new or odd things. I got pretty reserved after that.