When I’m alone I often get lost in an imagination, or a remembrance of something, usually sexual. I choose to do it alone, because I become very aroused and I need to concentrate to get the sounds right. Like the proper moaning, the moans of my entire cast echo in my head and mine spread through out my room. The sound of running water or a fan just tunes me out. I find myself alone in the shower, on my knees taking an enema and imagine I’m being forced to take it…
It all started one day when I was extremely stoned…I had maybe 6 beers and went to my room… I stripped naked and smoked a bowl, turned on the shower and let the shower head on its hose dangle so it hit my side… I could sit and smoke on the floor of my shower, I began to hot box the decent size cube. I curled up into my corner while the smoke and steam mingled and I began to hallucinate.
This Large German nurse in a mental institute had me in a small room on a small raised shower floor in the middle of a room. She began prodding me with objects, sliding long thin things into my ass, and thick things… and for her intensive purposes super balls of various sizes, lubing them up and popping them inside my ass like she could get them back. She had a LARGE ball at the end of the enema hose which she pushed in slowly pulling it through my asshole to push it back forward stretching my poor sphincter before letting it pop inside, yes it made a small pop as it squeezed past my tight entrance.
She had my ass cheeks sitting over a bucket and poured an overfilled bag of WARM coffee into my colon, on my knees sitting upright bent over a stool the water all collected right on my asshole and began to ache, she stopped the flow and pressed the water through my tummy. She started it up again and it hurt again almost instantaneously, but she didn’t stop this time until the bag was empty then she bent me over on the stool as I laid on my full stomach she punished my ass cheeks with a dildo slapping the double ended cock over both my cheeks and making me squeal. All the water burst out with the enema ball along with about a dozen little balls, the only thing to stop the sound of gushing water would be a larger rubber ball hitting my asshole, Helga would make me squeeze it out.
Helga douched my asshole 5 or 6 times with Coffee before turning the hose on my ass, really just putting the shower jet to my ass and holding it. She would fill me until it was pouring out, then she would press the curved head harder over my asshole until my tummy bulged out, and then push my ass over a bucket and water pushed out my ass her intent to make clear water come out my dirty little asshole. In between these painful fillings she would torture me by sliding a half of Alka-Seltzer tablet into my asshole, it burned and made my asshole contract only making it worse! The bubbles sizzling on my butt hole.
I learned I really liked that fantasy. This Doctor who has been 20 different people at least, each different, more abusive less abusive more sadistic… or persistent, filling me again and again until I fill up my bucket or cry from cramps… or practical mentioning how well I’ll feel after another two bags of coffee. Each Doctor has there own story… use their own equipment…
The nurse Helga, sometimes yes for fun she does have an accent. On a good day Helga would tell me how well I’m doing, and maybe I would get a treat, although perhaps on days when Helga had a few troublesome patients and wasn’t in the mood for my shit literal or figurative, it could be jamming a douche nozzle (“eeze better” says Helga) into my kiester and commands in German and releasing the grip on the enema tube completely… even pushing on the bag. In general Helga doesn’t molest my asshole she’s mostly by the book she’s got her own kinks she likes to fill me till it hurts and talk baby talk while I retain it.
I imagine my Doctor puts on gloves… and touches me; it makes shaving fun, especially to shave your asshole first and then slide in a butt plug. After a nice shave the pussy lips are smooth and wet, and slippery rubber gloves feel so good poking through tender pink folds. I can imagine this person sliding fingers into my asshole, put me on my knees and lube up my enema nozzle… it slides in no problem I’m not aloud to struggle. I imagine my boyfriend fingering my asshole really slow but taking advantage of my little puckering butt hole. Drive me wild fucking me and sliding his fingers into my ass, maybe I’d cum right there on his dick and could have his way with me then after I cum I get to listen to him god his whimpering makes me creamy…