Is this embarrassing for you? enema in front of the opposite sex?

I love being humiliated and embarrassed ! It feels good before your appointment and after, you are sittin there with just a gown on and in comes the nurse. She takes your temp and your BP Then my Doctor comes in....and then she begins the exam. It is hard not imagining them naked. I have a rough time not getting an erection. butt sometimes it feels good to be helpless with a woman telling you what to do ! She keeps harping at me to go get a colonoscopy. No wonder they put you to sleep !