I have never ejaculated. The closest I came was at an annual checkup. Guessing it was about three years back. I detailed the event back when. Truth revealed, here, I really look forward to annual physicals with hopes of ending up partially or fully nude during the process. For me, it is not necessarily about being seen naked, but more about me being exposed and on display in a setting that my nudity and exposure is required and expected, leaving me the only one naked in the presence of one or more fully clothed bystanders or participants. Such a setting leaves me feeling very vulnerable and my exposure is very embarrassing for me, and this drives me to hysteric states of arousal which adds humiliation to the mix that then simply arouses me further. Then, there is the element of my needing to be in the nude in order to provide the providers uninhibited access to my body’s intimate parts for the purpose of being thoroughly examined and even probed. I still do not understand why such a condition in such a setting spirals me into this state of mind. I just know it does, and I thoroughly enjoy indulging in and feeding the experience each time I feel these feelings come on.
At any rate, with that, we had a younger female PCP that my wife and I had just recently began seeing. She agreed to allow us to have our physicals back-to-back. While she was new, I had been going to this group for a number of years. Prior to this female physician, I had an old school physician that I saw for a number of years, and he had his patients undress completely for annual physicals which is what I was used to. I do not recall being provided with a gown with this physician. Instead, I was provided a modesty drape to place across my waste. Other than that, to my delight, I was completely naked underneath the drape.
So, my wife went first. She was asked to completely undress and provided with both a gown and a drape. She went through her exam which I loved to observe as much as much as she loves being watched. When she was finished, the doctor had her back to us while she finished entering details into the PC when I was advised that it was my turn. Naturally, I was used to having to completely disrobe before taking a seat to wait on the exam table, so I began to remove my clothes, folding and handing them to my wife. I don't wear underwear, so shirt, pants, and socks were handed to my wife, leaving me standing there naked. It was then that I turned to the exam table and realized that there was not a modesty drape waiting for me.
Honestly, this was my greatest fantasy come true. I was embarrassed over being left without a means to maintain modesty which left me feeling very vulnerable, and I had no desire for a resolution whatsoever, so I chose not to ask for one. Instead, hopped up on the exam table in the nude to wait my turn. Oh my gosh, I was beaming inside. I even worried I might be dreaming or something. My wife and I, to my delight, share everything, so she was fully aware of the level that I was thoroughly enjoying myself when she extended me her all-knowing smile. Yup, guilty, I was soaring with arousal at that moment. It was everything I fantasize about, being naked and exposed in a medical setting without any means to cover up.
So, I sat there in the nude for quite some time, thinking I needed to enjoy it while it lasted with fears that I would be provided a drape as soon as she turned around and realized that I was sitting on the exam table, fully exposed without a modesty drape. At some point, she finally broke from the PC to look my way after asking a question. It was at that point that she would have first noted my nudity. To my surprise, though, upon answering her question, she simply turned back to the PC to enter her response without any acknowledgement with my current state of exposure. She continued in the manner throughout the duration of the exam as well, much to my amazement. I couldn’t tell you if I was more embarrassed and vulnerable or more aroused, but I was beside myself at that moment. I mean, I was just thinking how great this would be moving forward, having a female physician that did not seem at all concerned, offended, or uncomfortable with conducting an exam with a completely exposed patient. It was a nice break to be completely nude during a time when most providers conduct most examinations without any requirement for me to remove my clothing.
At one point in the exam, I was asked to lay back, and my wife approached as requested to assist with locating a chronic condition I had with sensitivity of both of my testicles since the vasectomy many years back. So, I kid you not, I literally had the hands of both my wife and the physician feeling around my testicles as they focused intently on my exposed anatomy. My arousal continued to escalate as you could imagine. It was just about the best adult experience I have had with nudity in a medical setting, and I thought up to this point that I was doing fairly well at containing the extensive amount of arousal I was negotiating inside. My wife returned to her seat when the doctor returned to the PC to enter more notes, and it was at that point that I suddenly noticed that my wife’s eyes went wide with her eyes affixed towards my crotch. Her expression quickly changed to a wide-eyed-omg. At this point, she looked up at me to gain my attention and motioned with a nod of her head as her eyes dropped back down in the direction of my crotch. At the same time, the doctor suddenly turned back and headed towards me at the very moment that I realized what my wife had noticed. I looked down at my crotch to realize that I had a considerable amount of ooze seeping out of my penis. "Oh shit!" went through my head along with "the gig is up! I had been made! LOL". I quickly reached down and did my best to discretely swipe the ooze onto my finger before proceeding wipe it onto the underside of my leg. I am really not sure if the doctor had notice. Of course, she would not have said anything if she did, but I honestly had been sitting there for quite some time, and she had gone back and forth assessing my various body parts a number of times, so I was somewhat humiliated at the thought that there was a good change that she too had noticed the arousal seeping from my body.
So, there you have it. No, I don’t think I am capable of ejaculating in such a setting. The closest I came was an apparent amount of ooze dripping out the end of my penis, my body’s apparent need to betray and disclose the unbelievable level of arousal flowing through my body at that moment. Oops! 😬