I was about five, and I was undressed to just my underwear. I was already very uncomfortable with this, as I was at the age of becoming very aware of my body and nudity in general. It was a normal “checkup”, but at the end, the doctor reached towards my underwear and pulled the crotch of them to the side. I was very scared and immediately started crying and kicking. Instead of stopping, he pulled away the other side and looked from that angle. I was finally able to kick him and then got off the table and ran to my mom.
This event has stumped me as I can think of no reason why he would examine me that way, or examine me there at all, especially when I was visibly in distress. I was nowhere near puberty, so he shouldn’t have been looking for development, and I’m sure my genitals had already been checked by him when I was a baby, so he was aware there were no physical deformities.
My parents never took me back to him. A few years went by until I agreed to try going to a doctor again, a female physician. The nurse asked me to change into a gown, but my mother told her no. I was still terrified during the entire exam. I was nine years old and made my mother stand right next to me so that I could hold onto her, so she could be within arms reach. I started crying once I was laying down, and didn’t allow the doctor anywhere near my pants. I saw her one more time when I turned ten and then I refused to go to a doctor again until I was an adult. Even now, I’ve never undressed for a doctor since that exam at five, and have never allowed any intimate exams.
This event has obviously caused me emotional turmoil and after reading many posts here, it seems other’s have experienced inappropriate behavior as well. I am an adult now and in the process of reporting that pediatrician and filing a lawsuit. I suppose I want to know if anyone else thinks their doctor’s behavior was inappropriate and has thought about getting the law involved, or has already done so.