You are great, such kind words of you, really helps me with my embarrassment. I appreciate it really.
No I dont want to get a physical cure, i dont have a problem, women like him because it feels good, but my only problem is what you say that overthinking.
what could a nurse think, maybe they dont treat me good as a patient, maybe they hate me because penis is ugly, maybe they laugh at it. i dont want a doctor to speak about the shape, no probem, I just have anxiety that it gets hard someday while a exam is there. I am a person with sorrows and dont want that they make fun with me.
but you all gave me such nice words, I really think you can help me and that I can be tough now and go to other exams. in past I always were not afraid, but that upcoming dermatological exam is something different. be nude completely. I had kidney stones, proctologic problems, had several female urologists, but never was 100% naked. so never was anxious cause I had clothes to hide.
yes you all are right, dont overthink, they saw ALL types of penis and I guess there were worse shaped than mine. they saw all. not only doctors, the young nurses as well. so thanks again. I guess I will go to next exam next month.
and I will not speak about an erected curved penis. they dont care. they see many times. its naturally. yeah really calmed down now!