Who am i

Who am I? I'm a married man who loves his wife very much.Im a man who LOVES having sex with men.Having sex with women is ok.I love to look at women.I love women's bodies.I don't look at men.But I love to have sex with men.Its the only sex I get pleasure from.When my wife blows me I fantasize I'm sucking a man's cock otherwise I can't cum.I love my wife more than anything.But I love man sex.Who am I? Since I became a bottom I've never been happier as far as sex goes.Its the only sex that makes me happy.Who am I?

Is this something you have to keep secret from your wife?