Fantasy of being pregnant

Look, I'm a fat woman, I have no illusions. Might even be pregnant level of tummy. When I'm on my period and I have cramps, I get so easily in the fantasy of being pregnant, I'm constantly aroused by the thought of being subjected to invasive examinations and pain down there. It's strange, because I can't have and don't want kids, and a period is the exact opposite of being pregnant, right…? I'm just having this fantasy on my mind. Like constantly during my period. I'm so horny for this kink.