I was spanked only as a young child in the 90's. I believe I was around 5 years old when my parents stopped spanking me and my older brothers.
Because I was only 5 I just have vague memories of getting spanked. All I remember is bending over a bed and getting spanked bare bottom with a belt by my Dad. I'm sure my two brothers (who are almost 7 and 3 years older than me) have much more vivid (and probably harsher) spanking memories than I do.
Over the years my dad actually apologized for spanking us but little does he know that I kinda wish the spankings continued for at least a few more years. I was generally a calm, controlled, and behaved child but I'm sure there were still times during my age 5-10 years (and maybe beyond) where I could have used a good old fashioned bare bottom spanking. But more significantly I wish my spanking memories were more vivid and plentiful.
I also wish I was subject to the occasional sound spanking from other adults as well. Especially from a friend's mom or a babysitter. I want to know what it's like waiting my turn in line watching a friend get their buns burned knowing my bare buns are next as I fear it being even worse than what I get at home.
Does anyone else feel similarly?