As long as I can remember, everything about enemas are a major turn on for me. In real life, role play, and fantasies. I like getting, giving, sharing, reading, watching videos.
The look, touch, feel, smell of an enema bag. I've tried, had every type of nozzle. Also, bulbs, suppos, even fleets. They all have the same effect.
But why? What is the attraction, what has enraptured me, low these many years.
Is it the need to go? To be clean? As being constipated for as long as I can remember, to now, it is a realistic thought. But how does that explain my sexual attraction? It doesn't.
Is it the feeling of warm water filling my bowels? The long tube deep inside my colon? Watching the bag empty? Pleasure while holding? Cramps? The relief of expelling? The urge to do it again?
Why am I so turned on when giving a partner her enema. Am I sadist? A Dom? Only if she wants me to be. Anal? Why do I also find it so intimate, romantic?
To sex or be sexed while giving or receiving is the ultimate sexual experience. The pleasure builds, and builds, lasts and lasts.
The whole process is sex to me, from preparation to release. I'm not in any way into scat but being with a partner when they expel is a turn on. I like to pleasure them, hold them, or just watch. Share.
So I ask the question: Is it an imprint from childhood, the way I was wired, in my DNA?
Whatever it is, I'm a confessed enema addict. Do I need a 12-step program? Or more good friends like here on Zity?
Anyone in the mood to role-play? 😉❤️