I used to play with my little penis as a toddler, it was washed and cleaned by my elder sister at home. Got genital exam from doctors.
But, it all started when I started cleaning it all by myself around 9 or 10. That's when showing my blooming manhood to someone became a thing of shame and embarrassment.
One day I was soaping it for a long time and I found it never felt this good before. That night in bed, I applied some vaseline and tried doing the same motion, pulling down my pants like the doctor did. That was the first time few drops of slippery liquid came out and made me feel like on seventh heaven, I went off to sleep with that immense pleasure.
I love masturbation till date ..... Even if I'm married now. I also masturbated while my wife watched it.