I am male and had a male cousin we played with often. His mom and mine were sisters. He was 4 years older and full of stories. For example, When he started popping off, he claimed he splattered the ceiling. He often expressed a desire to stick it in my butt. My brother and i were getting regular enemas and dad needed them because his war injury left his guts in disarray with adhesions inside and parts missing, feeling fortunate just to be alive with a real family. We never told about our cousins stories or thoughts. Being farmers, the mechanics of reproduction was common knowledge. His thing in my butt began to make sense as a way of learning that with a safe dry run. I had no mind for sex, but the curiosity of working out the mechanics got my interest and our enemas reinforced the thought. One summer night while adults were playing Canasta inside, i brought out a makrell fish can with bacon grease in it, as that was our nozzle lube. Seeing that, he quickly dabbed some on his pecker and began working it up for us to appreciate his grate prowess in hand. Being butt oriented, i remarked, it was too big for my butt. Not realizing i had created a challenge, was surprised when he thought we aught to investigate with a finger to see. My brother was with him and had me drop my pants so our big cousin could check it out. I defensively asked cousin Clinton if he had ever tried getting one in his butt. “Yes, there was this time, , , ” and off he went with one of his windy's about a night just like this one, a while back, finishing with, it was OK and he got it in all right while he had held still for it. Brother Bill wanted me to kick off my pants and just let him give it a try to see.
Clint coached me to push out while he worked the grease into me. And that he did while i bent and spread at his prompting and coaxing encouragement. To all of our surprise it went well and he gave us a weather report saying it was hot in there. We were all enema oriented and sticking it in, was it. Being fairly tight and hot, he did not stay in for long. We all felt like, wow growing up was strange. From there my enemas began to cause me to imagine being pregnant and wanting to show. Adults were always talking about pregnancies showing. I was about in the third grade, maybe 8yrs old. Looking back, i realize, my cousin was making it all up, all of it and doubt he had ever so much as blown a real wad.
But even with all that, to my mind, the enema did not pick up a sexual connection, till by accident with a self administered belly full, my pecker needed attention. Through my high school years they flowed together, yet another story.
To this day honestly, most of my enemas are practiced with fantasy of giving girls safe enema comfort, and adventure, not real sex.