Messing diapers, is it your thing ?

I absolutely love pooping in my diapers. I don’t know what it is but I have been doing it since my teens.

So do I, but it is a rare pleasure for me because I wear thick cloth diapers and plastic pants. I usually poop in the mornings so I'll wear the diapers all night to be sure that they're nice and warm and wet when I wake up. Then when "mother nature" calls, whoopee! There are very few things in life that I enjoy more than sitting there squishing around in smelly, wet, poopy diapers and plastic pants.

But because they're cloth diapers, clean-up is a nightmare. The washing machine will not do it alone, first I have to clean them off in the shower (I do this while cleaning myself) then wash them. By the time I'm done, the entire upstairs of the house smells like poopy diapers for a while. So I usually save this secret pleasure for times when I'm all alone in the house (though on a few occasions I've done it with my wife here and just told her "I've been a very naughty, nasty big baby. Don't come upstairs for about two hours until I'm all cleaned up!")

Disposables would definitely be easier, but disposables just are not my thing, when I grew up we all used cloth diapers and I think most all ABDLs tend to form their fantasies around what they had when they were babies the first time around.

Another alternative is using a pair of white nylon wide-crotch women's panties that I found online. They fit tightly and the wide crotch provides some room for what you're going to do in them. Over those I wear a pair of adult-sized training pants, sometimes with a few cloth "diaper booster" pads and plastic pants. It's almost just as fun but the clean-up is much easier.

I’ve always loved making poo poo in my diapers. Messed my pants growing up. Such a special feeling

As long as I can remember I have always loved pooping my diaper/pants. I don’t know why but I always preferred it to using the toilet and still do! If possible, I always choose pooping my diaper.

This is the reason I was so hard to potty train and was in diapers till almost 5 years old. I could pee in the pot no problem, but I would always poop in my pants. Don’t get me wrong, I knew when I had to poop, but I just didn’t want to do it in the toilet.

I was even trained for a bit when I turned 4 no pee accidents at all. After pooping my pants more and more it was back to diapers for me though. When I was back in pampers I would still pee in the potty when reminded. My Mom would come get me and I’d pull my diaper down a little and pee. After a while this stoped. I was using my diaper for everything. I guess my Mom got tired of reminding me, it was just easier to let me pee my diaper.

As I got older it was more embarrassing wearing diapers around my friends. When I was 4 1/2 none of my playmates were still in diapers. Before they would come over, I would hide my box of pampers and other supply’s in my closet. I sure most of them knew I wore diapers anyway because 80’s pampers left little to the imagination. In my young mind, they would never know.

Wetting was no big deal, but pooping my diaper was super embarrassing! Usually I was fine but a few instances I couldn’t hold it. I would try to slink off a bit or hide somewhere and poop myself. Then I would say I needed to ask my Mom something. I would go find her and tell her what I had done and she would take me somewhere private and change me. Not sure if most of my playmates ever knew but I’m pretty sure they did. I’m sure it stunk. Kids that age just don’t really care or are to embarrassed to ask I guess.

There were only a few times I couldn’t be sneaky about it and got noticed. This only happened when I was caught in the act. I’d be caught halfway done or just finished pooping in my pampers. I would try to make a joke out of it and say something like uh oh... not this again, pointing at my butt. Usually they would just laugh or be like that’s gross, and then we would go back to playing. I can remember one of my friends actually went to my Mom and told her I pooped my pants. She acted so surprised even as she grabbed a new pamper and wipes out of my closet right in front of him.

Even after I was potty trained I pooped my pants now and then. As I got older I found it more sexual. I would poop my under ware when no one was around and throw it away. If my Mom noticed she never said anything. Eventually I started making diapers from plastic bags. My first time cumming was from pooping one of these.

When I was 16 I got my first real diapers and was in heaven! Depend 3 tapes fitted briefs. Pooping in those was a dream. I pooped in one of those with my high school sweetheart and she changed me. It was a great moment.

Since then five other girls, including my wife, have known about my diaper fetish. All of those girls have changed my pee diaper plenty of times, but only two have changed my poops. Not everyone will do that and I am fine with it. They all knew I poop my diaper, just would not change it.

I’ve pooped my diaper right in front of 4 different girls before. It was a common occurrence to do it in front of my wife for a while. Before we had kids I wore an adult diaper all the time unless we had company or I was at work. After dinner, we would be cleaning up the kitchen and I would stop for a min and shit my diaper. She would complain about the smell and tell me to go change but not really care.

Now we have kids and I just recently started wearing 24/7 again. I wear pull ups most of the time, but diapers when no one is around. When I am home by myself I will still poop my diaper. Basically any chance I get! Don’t know why but I still love it.

I do enjoy pooping in my diaper once while when I feeling really horny. I would probably do it more often but I wear cloth diapers and rubber pants and cleaning them can be a chore. I only do it when I am with my girlfriend because both of us get really excited and she knows I'm not allowed to change until she says it OK and has the time to change me. That usually means I have remain in my poopy diapers well into the late morning or early afternoon after I have made breakfast for us and we have finished up. I really love the feeling of preparing breakfast or lunch for the two of us and feeling my messy diaper squish around and spread up my front and bottom when we are sitting down to eat. She loves to tease me and call me her poopy little boy and how I have been so naughty. Often she will squeeze the front of my diaper to see if my pee-pee is hard, which it often is and tell me I have to wait and hold it until she is ready to change me and that if I'm a good boy she will make me cum when she is cleaning me.

I went though a phase in my teens where I was really into pooping in diapers. I was out of my night cloth diapers by then but always had a lingering desire for them. I didn't use my cloth diapers because that would entail washing and would be obvious. But I had little cousins that Mom would sometimes sit for. There was always a box of those Pampers (the purple one) in my folk's bedroom closet.

I had great opportunities after every school day because I'd get home before anyone else in my family. I'd tape two of the pampers together and pull my underwear up in them. After playing with that game for a while, I decided to let go in them. It was actually hard to force myself to do that!

Easy to dispose of the pampers in the burning barrel behind our house. I thought I was being really sneaky. However a couple things happened. Pampers were obviously missing out of the box. I gave some lame excuse for that and got a lecture about how much they cost. The cost of new box was deducted from my allowance.

The only time I was caught was one time when my mom and brother & his friend got home way earlier from wherever they were. I panicked when I heard the door open and ripped the pamper out of my pants and put it back in the box. The only problem was that the 2nd pamper was still there - sticking out of the back of my pants. That followed with a scenario that I'll never forget!

I haven't done #2 in a diaper since. Just too much mess and I wear cloth.

It is great feeling letting out the stinky squishy mess in the diaper, then sitting in it and spreading it all over like a baby who doesn't know any better. Then spending some time in the dirty diaper....but the cleanup is not fun, but it is worth it.

I just can't poop in my diaper voluntarily it's just a mind thing I guess. Though I will say I have totally s*** myself before I started wearing diapers and the cleanup made me gag. One day I may try the enema trick. That will be totally disgusting! I was on the couch watching TV the other night and had the urge to pee real bad. So I thought I would try just to let it go in my diaper. I just couldn't do it!

Panty - It sounds to me that in your heart you want to be a naughty boy. If I were you I'd be going down the route of using something to stimulate your bowels.

A laxative or purgative while you are wearing a diaper or nappy. Remember that it is not allowed for you to move about - unless of course you are out and about.

I favour glycerine suppositories or liquid - both induce irresistible bowel spasms - the only difference is that the liquid kicks in more quickly.

Pooping your diapers / pants, for many, is an "acquired taste". I first tried this when I was about 8, one of the other kids in third grade pooped his pants. I think he did it on purpose. It was "story time", once a week one student was chosen to bring in a book, everyone would sit in a two-row half-circle around the teacher and she would read it. During this several of us smelled poop and noticed that the guy in front of us had a big wet spot in the seat of his pants with a brown spot in the middle. His mother had to come get him and take him home. Later he said he did this because he didn't want to miss story time, then we learned that this week, it was HIS book. So you tell me.

Anyway after this I just for some reason HAD to try this and sneaked off and did it and it felt good but about made me throw up (and I tried hiding the jockey shorts I did this in, they were later found, and I got into all sorts of trouble). After that I had no more thoughts of pooping even as I was increasingly getting into wetting myself and diapers.

Years later after I was 21 I was downtown visiting various porn shops, looking for anything diaper-related (and there wasn't much back then). I was wearing diapers under my clothes and suddenly had a strong urge to poop and thought, "Well, I'm in diapers, why not?" Again it felt wonderful and I later went home and got myself off this way but again, the cleanup was just horrible. I actually ended up just throwing away the diapers / plastic pants rather than try to find a way to wash them.

This same scene repeated itself 6-7 years later with the same outcome. It felt good doing it but the aftermath was just horrible.

It wasn't until about ten years later when I was in my 30s and under a lot of stress at the time that I tried it again. I was in my diapers which were very wet and had to poop and was overcome with this feeling of naughtiness and relaxed and loaded my diapers. I was the only person at home and I then started squishing around in them and started masturbating in them, as always. This time I had one of the most spectacular orgasms I'd ever had! I still didn't like the cleanup but it didn't make me sick this time, I just did it but still thought "Well I don't think I'll do that again."

Until about three weeks later when I had to poop and had this insatiable desire to do it again in my diapers. There were some smelly wet ones in the diaper pail so I pinned those back on and did it and had another wonderful orgasm. It was then that I finally decided that I absolutely loved doing this, and I have been since. Not often, maybe every 2-3 months. I'll just get it in my head that I want to be messy, I NEED to be messy! Sometimes I still do it in my diapers, other times I'll do it in a pair of wide-crotched nylon panties that I bought just for this purpose. For over twenty years now, it has been my "secret garden", when I'm having a very difficult stressful time I will go there to escape. Other times I just do it for fun. My wife knows but doesn't participate with that part of my diaper fun but that's OK. She will occasionally go out of town to visit family members and she knows exactly what I'm going to be doing when she's gone. Wink wink.

But as I said, it took me years of wearing diapers and trying every single aspect of ABDL before I ever decided that I loved this. I now wish I'd discovered it sooner, I could have had lots of fun when I was younger and could hold it in for 2-3 days before finally pooping out a huge load! But I just wasn't into it--until I was. I've heard gay people say "Once you come out, then you've ALWAYS been gay" and that's very much how diaper pooping has been with me. I now feel like I've loved it all my life, but that's just not the case--though I guess the roots of it were always there, it took a while for me to realize it and embrace it.

I like waiting until I cant hold it any longer and pooping in my pullup as I type this and the feeling is wonderful. My diaper was already wet an I have been holding going poop till I couldnt hold it any longer. The wet warmth of my pee combined with the heat and mass of my poop has me aroused, My diaper starting to overflow so I will go and cleanup and prob shoot a load at the same time It would be nice to find someone to change and to change me. Enjoy wetting and messing diapers folks I know I do!

Usually wet and on the verge of losing control. That feeling of just that point where you are committed and in the process of pooping your diapers. Helplessly that humiliating load of poo fills the seat of your diapers.

Ah! the poor little one has a dirty diaper. Are you all done sweetheart do I need to change that nasty old dirty diaper of yours?

How is Naughty Elf able to post?

Rumors aside with both hands.

No problem pooping my diapers and posting on Zity at the same time. Done it more than once. Love the squishy poo on my bottom while reading or posting.

Totally do understand. I definitely do not. Wetting is more than enough for me and, luckily, do not have that other issue. Definitely, not for everyone,

No later than last night, like my wife every night before bed she put me in my diapers and my plastic panties of night, not long after I have a friend who called me on FaceTime on chatted for several hours while having a few beers, I would even say several beers, given that I am on leave today, we chatted until the wee hours of the night, so when I woke up this morning with my diaper as usual wet but in addition I quickly realized that I had also made a huge mess in my diaper, which has never happened to me, i knew that I was in an awkward position and in difficulty, when my wife knows how to get up she noticed it immediately and told me that it smells like a baby's diaper full nose that makes a big poo in his diaper, I immediately turned red and well my big baby it won't stay there, since you are not working today and you know that you have some painting to do in the guest room and that if it was only me I would leave you in your dirty diaper all day and there now you will take a shower, then I'm going to pin you your clean diaper and your plastic panties that you will have to keep all day and you will have jobs to wash your dirty diapers and wait for my return from work. You will then see that the weekend will not be so easy for you. Punishment she's going to give me because she hates poop in my diapers, but i think this weekend i am going to have to browse in my wet diapers for a little while.

Lucky, I do not have that issue.

I have to say from the beginning of my diaper wearing experience I have loved pooping in my diaper. In the beginning my mom would change me but I would like be wearing and go hide behind a chair or other furniture and poop. I felt so naughty doing it. I would not say anything until she noticed the smell or she would catch me in the act. If she just smelled it she would make me come over and pull my pant out and look in back of diaper to see if I poopied. Then she would somtimes spank me or make me sit in the corner for a hour sitting in it. Usually I would sit in my poopy for 4 hours before changing. I loved the feeling of the mushy poop spreading all over it was amazing. Now fast forward I still poop in my diaper 3 times a week. My wife makes me wear 24/7 so it does not matter if I am in public or wherever I poop. Still feel like a naughty boy when I poopy it feels so good pushing it out and feeling it spread all around front and back absolutely amazing. I usually wait til home to change otherwise I have diaper bag and I get changed in the family bathroom. My wife enjoys spanking me as well when I poopy.

As long as I can remember I have always love pooping in my diaper when I was growing up. Now in my adult life I still love the feeling of pooping in my diaper while at home or even out in public. If we're out in public and I mess my diaper my girlfriend/ Mommy will find a place to get me changed right away.

At home when I mess my diaper I sometimes have to wait before my diaper is changed. I have waited up to 1 hour before she changes me.

I don’t have strong feelings either way , other people are in control

1 my doctor prescribes my medication and diapers .

2 my aide gives me the meds feeds me and applies the diapers

chemistry & proximity do the rest I am just the dummy modeling diapers , chemistry doesn’t care if I am diapered ,doesn’t care I will not make it to bathroom , it’s going to create the same result everyday , there is no urge , no need ,no starting or stopping , there’s no decisions by the time I am aware of the consequences , it’s over and done . Time for my Aide to change me ( my bathroom is my diaper ,nothing can change that ) .

That's sad Sap, you're words sounds very negative and we can't blame you for this. I wonder how can you still get excitement from this. I found your post and comments really interesting and helpful but I can't understand why you still write in this forum. I don't wanna sound judgy, but I wonder what kind of kinks keep you here

@Midas two things , my mom raised me to be a lifetime learner doesn’t matter the subject always be learning , second kinks bring incredibly diverse unconnected people together especially in social community’s such as Zity .

you have a social media system with algorithms that make it an echo chamber of nonsense trolling and little else , so I keep active doing what I can talking and learning from people I may never have been exposed to otherwise ,so be it in forums or on the radio I am always learning , I am limited by the failings of my body , I try not to let myself down mentally by shutting off exchanging ideas ,learning new things , understanding and accepting other points of view and life experiences ,all interests me and fascinates me . And I can’t cany really complain , sure when young writing about your imagined life and career “nobody” imagines sick ,disabled , in a wheelchair ( but somebody does get that , better me than someone who is all physical and little Cerebral, who would be miserable and unhappy long before the dirt nap ) I am still interested curious and alive , just don’t tell my body it’s kinda a slug ,LOL

Probably I can't express what I'm thinking as I want in English but I wanna try again. I'm don't want you to get offended by my words.

So you're not in this kink if I got it right. You're just here to learn new things and share your experiences which is a good thing.

What I don't really get is… There are plenty of other interesting things you can be curious about and learn about. Others things different from “people who gets excited thinking to have your disability or part of it”. I never called you a slug btw. But I can't get how can you be so calm and comprehensive… I mean eg. A blind man would get angry knowing someone would like to be blind because he knows all the drawbacks and difficulties of that specifical condition. A blind man would discourage other people to get in his condition.

This is an interesting debate and I really want to get your point of view

I am slow to offend and quick to forgive,

no you didn’t call me a slug , that’s my self deprecating humor .

my mind and intellect function very well , my body not so much I’m either in bed or strapped into my wheelchair .

yes there are thousands of various forums and I have talked with Kings and Queens to presidents and business executives , I no longer as a result of rare disease can be a physical person ( I used to work in emergency services , run marathons , ice climb all that kinda stuff ) and yes sometimes i do get angry at my limited abilities ( it took me about 5 or 6 months to deal with the emotional toxic crap accumulated while blind , I waited 4 long years to be given surgery to restore my vision , so literally been there done that , it’s hard as hell to navigate a wheelchair via light/ dark shadows and echo location)

you don’t have to have a particular kink to be welcome here ,you just need to be open minded and caring.

in person my adaptions are the elephant in the room , my specialized wheelchair is 500 pounds without me in it , add my weight and it’s a combined 620 pounds . however online I am just the average guy , there’s no outward sign of my disabilities , unless you know me or we chat , none of my physical self ,imposes in communicating .

in person I get 3 different reactions

1. must been born disabled

2. must be intellectually disabled also.

3. I get thanked for my service and asked how it happen where was I serving

I pooped in my diaper again this week, I felt so mean and humiliating to have ruined my diaper coming home from work, arriving home, so I had to explain to my wife that I was taken in traffic, and the urge suddenly came to me and held back the poo until I couldn't hold back anymore I started to feel a movement in my intestines, wasn't expecting I couldn't believe what was happening the absolute loss of control took me completely by surprise, I had to let go in my diaper, I felt a big load of poop in my diaper. She tells me that getting my diaper wet is so okay, but pooping in your diaper is unacceptable and disgusting! luckily you had your plastic panties on, you are going to clean yourself in the shower first and she would see for a big consequence later and that i had been a big naughty baby when he poops in his diaper,she like to punish me spank me when I poop, or sit in a corner for hours sitting in my dirty diapers.

@BigBbWet you didn’t ruin the diaper , you let it do it’s job .

I have been using the same diapers for 13 years , trust me wash it , hang it out in the sun , sunshine is natures bleach , I have diapers with hundreds of messes that don’t look much different from diapers that I have used maybe 5 or 6 times in 13 years , sunshine makes a huge difference ( my sick day diapers and pants live separately from my everyday diapers ) I mess about 5 X’s a day , you would think the difference would be night day dramatic , it’s not thanks to the sun . Matter of fact I know when my aide puts me in my sick day diapers , they don’t fit the way my well used normal ones do , after all these years my normal ones fit like a second skin , my sick day diapers fit like your wearing a diaper .

and don’t be humiliated your pants are safe ! That’s why diapers exist .

I do every day whether I want to or not. I am incontinent and at least once a day, some poop will slip out before I have a chance to get to the bathroom. I dont mind it though.

I rather enjoy how it squishes around all my parts. Clean up is a pain if I have to do it but it isn't bad if my home health aide does it.

I absolutely hate pooping or messing my diapers. I've actually did mess my diaper on purpose to explore, what a big mistake. I didn't enjoy the big nasty chore of cleaning up. I've have had messing accidents for what ever reason and still hate the chore. So NO it's not for me.

Since learning to put up with the smell it is…. 😃