Gtowing up in the 50's, from ages four to ten, the bowel cleansing routine I was put thru seldom varied. A full series of three, very warm and very soapy enemas, all that my aching belly could hold, administered to me kneeling naked in the bathtub, with my head down low and my bottom raised high. The soapy fillings were eventually followed by a clear salt water rinse. The purpose of the 'health' ritual I learned to endure was to insure a deep and complete internal cleansing as a preventative measure against childhood diseases and the evils of "poisons and toxins" silently lurking inside me. My care-giver was obsessed with colon health and enemas were her first and favorite line of defense. I was proud when I has able to take a strong, soapy cleansing of my bowels for her. That was her preferred treatment for me and I tried to the very best of my ability to to be a willing and obedient subject to the directions and coaching I received in the bathroom. That wasn't easy because, even at a young age, I was acutely aware of being "male" and the necessity of being totally naked for long period of time in her presence when getting enemas. No matter how embarrassed I was in giving my care-giver control of my body, I savored the feeling of helpless dependence in the bathroom. After being allowed to expel on the toilet and the results viewed, I was led back to the bathtub and slowly given the second, usually larger Ivory soapsuds enema that took several minutes to get it all inside me, a big one that came squiring through a foot long red rectal tube up high into my colon that often caused deep cramping and soon had me panting, moaning and sighing aloud for relief. During that first year of my treatments, I was trained to accept the feeling of discomfort as a necessary part of my colon care and I gradually grew to like a really deep cleansing best of all, although I was secretly ashamed to admit that I got this huge swarm of butterflies churning in my tummy, thinking about all the things she asked and expected of me. After my second filling and maybe fifteen to twenty minutes spent expelling the contents of my bowels in a series of noisy, soapy brown streams gushing into the toilet beneath me, I would start feeling tired. I understood, from my training, that we weren't done yet. As I sat nude on the toilet, I would watch her standing at the sink in her long nightgown and knee-length rubber apron, preparing yet another pitcher of cloudy white water with an inch think layer of frothy bubbles floating on top. She would stir the soapy brew and hold up the tall glass pitcher and look me straight in the eye. "Now I want you to concentrate on opening yourself up inside and taking it all for me. Every drop, young man. OK? It's going to be pretty warm and I made it extra soapy to help make sure that you get a really good cleanout today. We want it to flow up just as high up into your bowels as possible, don't we?" I would dutifully nod my head in agreement, because I wanted to please her with my obedience to her demands. "So keep your bottom up high for me while I'm giving you your enema and you should prepare yourself because you will be feeling a really strong urge to expel when the water gets all the way up into your colon, but I don't want you to until I give you permission to get on the toilet - and that will probably be awhile so that your enema has time to work, is that understood? No using the toilet until I say so. You will just have to hold in all inside, no matter how badly you think you need to go. When it starts to hurt, I will massage your tummy and coach you through it. O.K.? The rule in this house is that you follow my instructions, isn't it? So I want you to focus on holding your water for me, without leaking or making a mess for me to clean up. So wipe your butt and get off of the toilet. Come over to me and bend and touch your toes so I can get you properly lubed up once again." The one thing my care-giver was extra cautious about when I was growing up was my tight little butt hole. Keeping my rear orifice well lubed and well protected against irritation from the warm, soapy water and forceful expulsions was high on her list of priorities, just behind administering a deep colon cleansing, So several times during each session in the bathroom, I would have her well- greased middle finger inserted way up inside my anus and my rectum, slowly moving in and out, lubing me thoroughly internally with a slippery coating of petroleum jelly. I was grateful for all of her attention because my butt hole was super sensitive and I dreaded having a red and inflamed anus caused by the near constant need to expel the hot, soapy solutions churning inside my bowel.
Oh Lordy, how I enjoyed having my bottom lubed, her middle finger wriggling inside me and colon filled right to the brim, and sometimes times beyond, even though it often hurt to be so full inside. I spent six memorable years in her care, mostly on the weekends and then a month or more during the summer vacation away from school, taking enemas at her insistence and under her supervision and trying very hard not to loose all control over my bowels while waiting and desperately needing to get up onto the toilet. I dearly loved being the center of her attention for a couple of hours at a time, usually a couple of times a week during the summer, though her program of bowel treatments were often difficult and demanding. Those were special times for me when growing up and I remember them fondly.