Why Going Back To wearing Nappies, Was The Best Decision I Have Ever Made.

Back in 2010 I turned 30 years of age, however not everything went smoothly.

I started having occasional embarrasing accidents with pering myself, and at first I put it down to oh oops I must have somehow forgotten to go to the toilet.

However within a month things got so bad that I had no other choice but to request a doctor's appointment at the nearest medical center aka hospital, fortunately I wasn't rushing there as it was a non emergency situation.

I had all the tests done at the urologists to try and find out what was happening to me however they all came back as negitive and so the only thing I was diagnosed with was a over active bladder.

And so the doctors put me on meds to try and solve the problems, however they didn't work and I started having adverse effects from the meds and so naturally I stopped taking them.

When at my next appointment I mentioned to them the fact the meds were not working and that I had become allergic to them as they were worse than useless and at this point I had tried everything except surgery which I didn't even want to think of as a option

And as the meds were proving dangerous to me the doctors made it sound as if I was waisting their time and instead of listening to me seid that I was either making it up or doing it on purpose to get attention or I was lazy.

And this is something that I refuse to acknowledge, so long story short I ended up buying my own diapers as I couldn't get them on the NHS or similar schemes which was hellishly expensive.

For the first few months of wearing diapers/nappies made me feel soo ashamed and embarresed, but after a year or so I had forgotten about the problems and discovered that far from being something that I should be made to feel uncomfortable about that wearing them brought distinct advantages.

One being from then onwards I I was more relaxed and less stressed out and that this meant I could get the best sleep at night not having to dread that oh no feeling and I also rediscovered a sence of freedom that I hadn't had in years since I was a child.

And since then now almost 11 years ago at the time of this post, and with me now being in my late 30's nearing 40 next year that I haven't looked back ever since re-discovering a part of myself I thought was lost forever, nowerdays sitting here writing this while wearing a couple of adult diapers, I feel that I made the best decision in my life.

Yes I might Look babyish at times because I am wearing diapers/nappies but I would rather be in diapers for the rest of my life than suffer with incontence for my life in silence and if this means loosing part of my manhood then so be it.

And if my body has decided to show me what I have been suspecting for a long time and that is that I should never have been toilet trained in the first place because I wasn't ready than I have no problems or quarms about the prospect of wearing diapers for the rest of my life.

Yours sincerely

Chinababy888.

Ps sorry for the auto correct mistake above it was peeing, not pering as it auto corrected to the wrong word.

I hate auto correct...

I totally agree with you and going back into diapers is far better than staying in adult underwear. At least being in diapers helps us deal with our issues and gets us through the entire day

If you cut your finger you put a bandage over it to keep it clean and stop the blood leaking out, if you pee yourself you have to either use a condom cath, catheter or absorbant pad or diaper/nappy.

I tried the condom cath and got the most appalling reaction to it, then tried a catheter which did work briefly so long as I did nothing and that became very painful as it moved, then tried a pad which was good except in the good old days when my bladder had a "capacity" I would flood over the top or round the side of the pad making the only realistic option a "full on" nappy which is the only thing that really works for me.

My only regrets are that it was a long and painful trip with so many upsets/spillages to arrive at the obvious conclusion that what was needed was a good quality wrap around nappy?

Now some 26 plus years on accidents are minimal and I have the confidence to go about my life as indeed I did so before my bladder problems started all those years ago.