Talking

Do you talk to yourself while having a solo enema session? If so what do you like to hear yourself saying?

When I do it's usually for the more sexual enemas and it's your basic dirty talk type stuff - what I'm doing, what I'm going to do, what I see, etc.

I used to have either exGFs and one ex-wife switches who were very happy to be Domme and give me submissive enemas, and a great part of them were the conversations we'd have while she was doing it to me. Now being solo FTFF, I take enemas in a sub mindset with the fantasy Domme in my head as I fill up. She would really enjoy listening to my moans, groans, complaints and begging for leniency or relief, duly ignoring whatever I was requesting and doing as she pleased to me, almost constantly narrating what she was doing to me.

So I'm frequently if not constantly speaking, or at least issuing moans and groans and frequently asking her questions about why me, how much do I have to be filled with, how much I have already, how much is left to go, what solution she's pumping into me and how it feels. And there's a lot of commentary about where the water is in my colon, how fast it's moving around, whether I'm getting cramps, why I have to roll around and move with all this water in me, how embarrassing and humiliating this is, and please don't squeeze that Higginson bulb and push the water into me even faster. And definitely PLEASE, you can't tell anyone else you're doing this to me or heaven forbid post pictures of me taking an enema anywhere. And the Domme has made it clear that the whole point of her being dominant is to enhance her own arousal and orgasms because the more she sees and hears me being obedient and embarrassed, the more aroused she gets.

She continues to taunt me, saying I'd better take the whole 4 quart bag, I'd better not leak past the big latex balloon catheter up my ass, maybe she needs to blow up the balloon even larger and tighter inside me, and she might even have to add more water to the bag to show me who's boss. And she'd make me roll around and massage my belly to move the water forward inside my colon. Eventually I get the "bad" news that now I'm full of all 4 quarts and I have to hold it for a long time, as long as she likes, until I can get up. That turns out to be about a half hour, and then she tells me to crawl over to her and give her oral sex until she had an orgasm. After what seemed like forever licking her with my full belly, she said to get up and go empty myself.

The whole experience was really enhanced by the mutual conversation, because it made the submission and embarrassment that much better.

Eric

Kind of funny to think about, but I role-play with myself - saying things like: "your getting a good enema", "that's it, take your enema".... Sometimes I start with a bulb while having a full bag hanging up in the ready, and then I like saying, "if this bulb doesn't work, we're going to have use the bag!" ...

I essentially do, yes!

since there is no one in earshot I range from totally silent"think in words" walking myself through the process, self-encouragement, and self-coaching .

Sometimes I might talk in a very low voice that even another person in the room would likely have a hard time hearing.

I have posted, not that long ago, my "enema self-talk"

Don't want to post it too many times, but if you want to see it again, I still have the file.

since there is no one in earshot I range from totally silent"think in words" walking myself through the process, self-encouragement, and self-coaching .

(please not meaning to be fresh) But when I first read this, I thought is said "wanking myself thru through the process" ha, shows where my mind's at but in my case along with my self talking, I'm also wanking...