Icu and resus fantasy

Hello,

I feel quite ashamed about that, but I would like to know if anyone shares my interest for resuscitation and ICU.

Of course, I speak about that only regarding to fantasy - not reality, obviously !

But in a way, I have always been moved by the atmosphere of an ICU : colours, sounds, nurses and their scrubs, vulnerability of patients...

I don't know whether someone will understand me. Once again, I repeat that I only speak about fantasy - in no way, I fantasize about true sufferings...

Thank you for your answers. If someone is from the medical field, maybe he could tell me whether I could see through that interest a consequence of my own prematurity (a sort of "memory" from that time ?) ?

I Share this Same fantasy. Start with an Exam and then being told i had to go to the O.R. And then end up in the ICU.

@tpesk

I absolutely do understand your interest and I also share the same interest.

And I do have to say, that this is my main medical fetish.

But like you, I have no idea where this came from. For me, that's not a problem, I have accepted

my fetish, even if it is a very rare one.

Please don't feel ashamed....it's a fantasy, and as long as you're not hurting anyone then it's fine. And I think you'd be surprised how many share this as a fetish. For me, the ICU-element isn't such a big thing....but the resus side of it....a huuuuuge turn on for me. CPR, mtm...my lifeless vulnerable body being worked on by expert hands - I've had a fetish for that from being little.

There are studios which make films catering for exactly this (a clear sign that you're really not on your own in this!) - if you're interested I can send you the links?

As a former rescue proffesional I can say it's not easy especially when your a half hour away from a hospital doing thump and blow ,it's exhausting .

As someone who in recent years has poged more hours in a bed than people who work there,I thank God daily as the club is fairly small but I am a card carrying member of CPR survivors ,owing my life to someone that I have gone out of my way to not know.

It plays mind games with you ,around the firehouse we had people that were saved who thought of us as living gods ,we did what we were trained to do ,medicine worked beyond that it's what is inside of people .very easy to say to people until you walk in there shoes ? And your brain wants to hero worship ,to keep from doing that I keep it a mystery" who saved roger rabbit " not asking or getting the PHCR keeps me from doing it myself .

There are studios which make films catering for exactly this (a clear sign that you're really not on your own in this!) - if you're interested I can send you the links?

I would love to get the links, too 😃

Part of my Fantasy Roleplay is having a procedure and then end up in the ICU on monitors and all