So I thought this particular section of the MedFet category was interesting. I’ve explored where my turn ons come from, and I think recently I may have discovered where they come from. Not really one experience in particular, but a series.
I was very modest as a child. I was very, very self conscious and worried about others seeing my genitals. A few times, as a child I’d been in public bathrooms and didn’t lock the door correctly, hence someone walking in on me on the toilet. A few years ago, I realized that this childhood fear became a kink of mine. Sorry for seemingly unrelated paragraph, just had to put that out there so this has more context.
As a young child, I got UTIs all the time. Unfortunately for me, this sometimes meant doctors having to look at my vagina and examine it. I also remember having to pee in a cup multiple times. I remember it so clearly: having to sit on the toilet with my legs open, leaning back so my mom had better access to clean me, having my mom hold the cup under me, peeing into it, getting praised for it.....even though in the end I got praised for it, it still was absolutely humiliating because I had such reservations about my privates being exposed.
I also remember a time when I got sick on vacation. There was a doctor that came to our hotel room, and I ended up getting a suppository. I remember having to take my pants off (my dad, brother, mom and doctor were all in the room, still) and I don’t recall the position exactly, but I remember having to kneel with my butt up in the air, being asked if I wanted the doctor or my mom to do it (I said I’d rather have my mom do it), and being told to lie on my side and not push it out. It was......weird, at best.
I think that’s all I really remember from early early childhood, but I’ll update if I recall anything else. Hopefully this post fits in with the others; I’m new here, so I’m still trying to figure out how this works.