It started for me when I was 9, playing in the bathtub. I noticed a little plastic squirt gun in the corner of the tub for whatever stupid reason, I thought it might be funny to squirt water into the tip of my penis. It felt funny, strangely good and erotic, so far did it several more times over the next few days. Well, the next morning I went into the bathroom to pee, and I felt like I was peeing hot sandpaper! I was terrified. My parents were military, so we went to Andrews Air Force bass in Virginia. Al the doctors as nurses were in uniform.
It was quite scary. The doctor ordered a test where they insert a catheter, and instill water into my bladder. I was so scared. The catheter was bad enough. They all told me, “it wouldn’t hurt, it wouldn’t hurt”. They lied. The worst part came when the instilled the water - I thought I was going to explode. Then they pulled the catheter out- I SCREAMED and I had to void in a pan on a hospital bed in front of several people.