I have been a solo player for most of the 30+ years I've been taking enemas but after reading an erotic enema story when I was 19, I fantasized about being given enemas by a lover. A few years ago, I met a sweet gentleman from Zity for a few hours of pleasure, including him giving me an enema with a double inflatable bulb nozzle. I had cleaned myself out with a series of enemas at home prior to meet with him. After filling me with two quarts, more or less, he walked me over to the bathroom and let me expel in private before resuming our play.
Despite giving Mike enemas for nearly a decade, I only recently started allowing him to give them to me. I'm very lucky in that he's a very easygoing gent and makes me feel comfortable with most everything. It's just when I'm too much in my own head that I feel inhibited. I had always been too anxious by what could go wrong to let him do it before, though I really wanted him to. I was raised in a house with a father who found bathroom humor hilarious so it made me rather shy and embarrassed about relieving myself. I'm no longer bladder shy and can pee in front of most anyone and have been cathed by Mike numerous times. He would never make me feel ashamed should I leak when taking an enema but I'm still bowel shy. I have explained to him that it may take dominating me and give me no choice but to accept my fate if he wants me to do more or watch me expel. I want it to happen, but am nervous about it.
I usually take one or two enemas solo first to remove the bulk of the material, then have him help me finish with a few more. He's given a few to me over the past year. Twice, we have had anal sex while I was holding an enema (after taking enemas until clear.) This past weekend, he gave me two enemas using my newest nozzle, a thick, beaded silicone nozzle about 8 inches long. It flowed very nicely and felt heavenly inside me. I held the first one for a little while, then he helped me to the bathroom so I could expel in private. Then returned with a full bag of warm water for him to repeat the process. Again, expelling in private before returning to bed to be kissed, hugged, held, and made love to all night. There is a greater closeness now that we have shared such intimate things and are vulnerable to each other. The love we share made it even better. It's all been pretty amazing.
* I'm not sure if we can state the brand's name of inflatable enema nozzles, of which shares the root word of a nickname for William Shakespeare. You know, the Bard of Avon. *