Constant Cravings

@Silent you started something. I'm going to finish it. ? ? ?

That's not new, @Dahiana. He will start a sentence and you will finish it.

Or are you talking about something else?

That's not new, @Dahiana. He will start a sentence and you will finish it.

Or are you talking about something else?

You need an enema and lots of them. ?

You need an enema and lots of them. ?

I will be taking care of that @Dahiana and you needn't worry about that. 😉

Oh and by the way @Dahiana didn't you mention something about taking care of your Meat Monster because of something he started? 😈

It's been ages since you mentioned that and I am curious if you will tell us of this. 😃

Oh and by the way @Dahiana didn't you mention something about taking care of your Meat Monster because of something he started? 😈

It's been ages since you mentioned that and I am curious if you will tell us of this. 😃

Yeah! What she said.

Oh and by the way @Dahiana didn't you mention something about taking care of your Meat Monster because of something he started? 😈

It's been ages since you mentioned that and I am curious if you will tell us of this. 😃

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Yeah! What she said.

Yeah!! What they said!!!

Those are fair questions but my Meat Monster ? has been on a kick these past couple of days about giving me enemas. ? And he's been cutting it close with when he takes me and "living dangerously" and almost reckless as hell like he wants us to get caught or add that element of danger to how we play.

He's been waking me up the past few mornings with an enema and having me go down on him while I'm taking it. And that is more than ok with me ? ? and I'm all for that anytime. ? ? ? It's been a little before we usually get up and get the kids ready and the perfect time to remind each other who we are.

But it started the day before yesterday when he asked me to come out to the shop where we have our exam room for our medfet play. It was right in the middle of his work time and I followed him into the exam room and I see my enema bag hanging on the IV pole full and ready to go. Without a word he pulls my pants down and in goes my nozzle and I'm getting an enema just like that. ? No foreplay, no patting my ass, no "how about ...?" just me with my jeans pulled down, bent over bare ass, and I'm getting my enema nozzle slipped right up my ass and I'm getting an enema. Well, okayyyyy, ? I'm good with this and if that is what he wanted to do to me, then hell yes! ? ?

Then we hear the door to the shop up front open up and a couple of guys we know walk in, our exam room is at the very back of the shop. Meat Monster called out to them and said that he would be there in just a second and then tells me that he had been expecting them and it wouldn't or shouldn't take too long. ? Then he pats my ass and walks out the door and didn't even shut it behind him so I do the pants half down shuffle and shut the door while I'm still getting my enema. His office is right next to our play room and I hear the guys go into the office and they do talk about getting something fixed and whether or not the parts will be in and all that good stuff. Let them talk, I had clamped my enema hose and got up on the table to relax and was debating on whether or not to take my jeans all of the way off or not. How much longer are they going to be here?

I can hear every word they are saying in there and it didn't take long before they were all gossiping and talking shit like bitches about someone's new girlfriend or seeing so and so out and making sly eyes at each other. And I am thinking that they don't have any room to talk about us women being all catty and snide. These boys were contenders for being lil bitches in a category all their own. I ended up taking my jeans off and laying on the table with half an enema in my ass and listening to grown men talking like a bunch of bitchy little girls on every subject under the sun. ? ? ? ? World leaders my ass.

I'll bet it was a half an hour before the 'bitchy little girls' pulled their claws in and I heard them all go up front and the shop door closed. Meat Monster comes back into our play room and I tell him that they all sounded like a bunch of women gossiping. However I did want to know more about Sherry and Jack and how long that had been going on and Meat Monster told me while he gave me the rest of my enema. I told him that I didn't hear him gossiping too much and he said that he doesn't gossip, it's just "them guys." ?

And then later that day I come home after shopping and am unloading the car when Meat Monster comes out of the house with an enema bag. ? We live out and away from most of civilization and I always park in back away from anything that might come down the road and I'm like, "Really?" Down comes my pants just enough and in goes my nozzle and he gives me one of the fastest enemas on record. AND FOR the record, ? not the best enema I've ever had but that's what he wanted and probably the last one I'll ever get bent over holding myself up with my arms on the floor of the back of my van. And when it's in and I'm pulling my pants back up with a "whatever" he at least helps me bring the rest of the groceries in and put them away.

This morning Meat Monster gave me another enema and went down on me while I was getting it. He didn't say much and spent a lot of time just kissing around my pussy and running his fingers up and down my thighs. He has something on his mind and it is super obvious because I was watching his face while he was nuzzling around and then finally settling in for some serious eating of my pussy. And even after I had came a few times this Meat Monster kept his face and lips right there while I floated back down from where he sent me. Then he lay his ear on my belly when he opened up the clamp for my enema to listen to the water flow into me. ❤️? I know his cheek was right there at my slit getting all wet but there his head was and he wasn't saying anything.

I'm not putting up with that shit @Silent.

I didn't bring your ass here so that you could crawl into the dark and brood over things in your past.

Fuck that shit.

The next post out of you will be whatever the fuck it is that is bothering you. Are you just in the mood to fuck me and run water in my ass or what?

...andYeah!! What they said!!!

@DrFn that is more than fair and I want to hear from you and your lady just as much. How about you two laying it out there like you started to and let us all have a look at that love you two have for each other and maybe she can see just how beautiful she really is. I want to see you two naked right out there for us to see. ???

This really is better than any fucking shrinks ever could be. ???

I'm not putting up with that shit @Silent.

I didn't bring your ass here so that you could crawl into the dark and brood over things in your past.

Fuck that shit.

The next post out of you will be whatever the fuck it is that is bothering you. Are you just in the mood to fuck me and run water in my ass or what?

Well that got real.

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@DrFn that is more than fair and I want to hear from you and your lady just as much. How about you two laying it out there like you started to and let us all have a look at that love you two have for each other and maybe she can see just how beautiful she really is. I want to see you two naked right out there for us to see. ???

This really is better than any fucking shrinks ever could be. ???

You are rather direct @Dahiana but I think your Meat Monster won't disappoint you and I'd love to see what he has to say. 🌹 But I think you'll have your answer in some fashion.

@DrFn I do believe it is you who has to make the next move. 😁

So, I'm the Meat Monster? We'll see how long this lasts. I'm open to suggestions for avatars.

@Meat_Monster ? ? I am impressed! We will work on the avatar later, green isn't your color. ? ?

So, I'm the Meat Monster? We'll see how long this lasts. I'm open to suggestions for avatars.

The avatar definitely needs some work. ?

So, I'm the Meat Monster? We'll see how long this lasts. I'm open to suggestions for avatars.

@Meat_Monster ? I actually like this one, a lot. ?

It also looks good on your screen.

Don't you think the kids need to go to bed early tonight? ?

I'm barely awake this morning ? when I stumble or shuffle into the bathroom to take a shower before I get the "herd" up. Meat Monster was already up and his huge hands take my robe off and I focus my eyes on my enema bag hanging from the shower curtain rod. It's still steamy in the bathroom because Meat Monster already took his shower and in no time I'm resting my arms on the side of the tub and my enema nozzle is popped in my ass. I'm not even awake and he didn't even clamp down the flow. ? And he's all playing with my tits and running his fingers down my spine just to see the goose bumps.

The whole enema bag is in me in no time and Meat Monster slaps me on my ass and heads for the door. I ask him why he isn't going to stick around and keep me company and he tells me he is going to get dressed and get the kids up and some breakfast. I bought that right up until he walked out the door and told me not to forget to turn on the vent fan. ?

He's a smart man and he was right. ?

We'll see where he takes today. ??

We'll see where he takes today. ??

It would be nice to hear from @Meat_Monster about his part in today. 😃

I think there's more to these "random enemas" from @Meat_Monster than I know and yes, "enemas" as in plural. MM rounded up the thundering herd of our hellion kids and is taking them to school and will be hanging around there while they do their limited schooling. He's going to take them lunch afterwards and then after school they are going to go fishing.

But before he tracked them, all BOTH of them down, he took me out to the shop into our little exam room and gave me an enema and a foot rub. I was looking him in the eyes and studying his face to see if maybe he was going dark or wanting to stoke my fires up for the big finale tonight with these enemas. The last one he gave me was probably a half hour ago and after that one when I got up this morning. Usually when I am checking him out he will avert his eyes from mine so I can't see into them to get an idea of what is going on in his brain and he knows what I am looking for and that I'm checking his pulse.

The thing is that this last enema he was giving me where I was trying to scope him out, and he was looking right the fuck back at me and not even trying to keep anything away from me. He had that damn face on that I can't really tell what is going on with him and then he took my top and bra off while I was getting the enema. He rubbed my back a little and finished my foot massage and I was feeling pretty relaxed and I caught on that he had gathered up all of my clothes and was going for the exam room door. And I'm all there, on my belly, an ass full of enema, and pretty relaxed, and my clothes walking out the door and his telling me that he will put them on the couch in the living room. ?

It's 30 yards from the front of the shop bay doors to our back door! ? I was going to give him some shit about leaving me this way and would have except he told me before he walked out the door that he had the kids and that I would have some time to, "work shit out."

It turns out Meat Monster was scoping me out and guessed I've had the blues the past week or so because it's been a year that Mom died. And there I was naked in our homemade exam room, enema in my ass, and bawling my eyes out. Half because I miss Mom and half because my Meat Monster is a great guy. ? ? ? ? ? ?

The only problem is that he didn't leave my my shoes and that long fucking walk back to the house over the rock in the driveway is a bitch on my bare feet! ? ? ? ? ? ?

It would be nice to hear from @Meat_Monster about his part in today. 😃

It's the least he could do!

The only problem is that he didn't leave my my shoes and that long fucking walk back to the house over the rock in the driveway is a bitch on my bare feet! ? ? ? ? ? ?

Get over it ... 😁 😁 😁

So @Dahiana how did your day go without the kids and what happened later? 😈

So @Dahiana how did your day go without the kids and what happened later? 😈

I didn't even bother putting my clothes back on once I got into the house. ? Meat Monster was giving me the "day off" and once I was back inside of the house I didn't even pick up the clothes MM had put in the living room and only briefly considered running some errands. But there I was with the house to myself and I sent out a few texts and canceled whatever little Kumbaya bullshit meetings there were and suddenly I was a free woman for a little while. ? There are millions of moms, and dads, out there who know how rare it is to get some "me" time and I was going to have my "me" time naked.

Thanks to @Meat_Monster and the two enemas he gave me I was feeling a little better and so I turned on some soft music and did some reading here at zity and going over Mom's posts. I also re-read some of my earlier stuff here about MM and his coming out about his enemas and my not really understanding why he didn't tell me but I got it. He was right to keep it to himself when he was single but that shit doesn't cut it when you are married. It took a lot of doing but I finally got him to come clean and it was like a weight was lifted off of him. ??? Me, too, and I am at that place where I like enemas too and not just because I like the fact he likes to give me enemas and getting enemas from me. There's something about those things that play on trust in a major way and he's a whole different man when he is "letting" me give him an enema. I don't think "submission" is the right word but every time I give him an enema I am tapping into a uber secret place he kept hidden for decades.

I get it. These things are not something you hear about at school, or the grocery store, hell no for church, (if you go) and it's not something you bring up with friends at lunch. He was scared shitless about anyone finding out about his enemas or liking things stuck in his ass and was afraid I would go screaming to some fucking divorce lawyer or something. Or put him in a mental ward for the bat shit crazy or whatever else he thought would happen if I or the world found out that he was into enemas. But little did we both know that we were both living in the middle of a nest of enema crazies and wife swapping swingers who went to nudie resorts and ran around naked and then went to bed with a different spouse and did all sorts of debauchery and depraved sex things. ? ? ? ? He was also dealing with some other things from the world of shit (as someone here described it and broke it down for me, thank you @Cedar ?) and didn't need or think he needed someone prying into his business.

To be honest I didn't see what the attraction was in having a water hose shoved up your ass and flushing your guts out. Then the rinse and repeat and the rinse and repeat. I wasn't even that big on being a cock sucker or taking it up the ass ? although someone admitting to that in "public" is met with a lot less hysteria than mentioning enemas. I was basically told that if I wanted to get MM to open up that I'd better talk the talk and walk the walk, or whatever bullshit jingle saying was popular. Soooo my ass was his, it always was ? ? ? ? ?, and whatever he wanted to do with it that did not involve air impact tools or flares, and he could have at it.

For a while there he was an annoying fucking gentleman but Mom taught me how to take care of that cheap civilian shit. (BTW if you're wondering why I talk and write like this, you can thank MM and any other military guy with a swinging dick and ten bucks, who keeps it real.) I also have potty mouth.

So to answer the question, I had a mom's day off and I did it naked and reading up on Mom here and doing some enemas that really force you to limit your distractions and "go with the flow". I had to put that in there. ? ? I crack myself up sometimes. I put on one of MM's big tee shirts and my yoga shorts and a pair of socks and waited for the mob to return.

MM kept the little monsters out with him for most of the day and gave me a lot of space. He survived and when he got home he had them pretty tired out and ready for bath and bed after a light supper. He did send me a text before he started home and so I filled up my two quart enema bag we keep in the house and the big nozzle and hung it in the bathroom. When the kids were eating I put on some cartoons and told them that I needed Daddy to help me with something and when I got back they would need to be getting ready for bed because it was a school night.

I took MM into the bathroom and smooched on him a little and just like that my yoga shorts were off and I was getting one more enema. ? I was pretty squeaky clean and that measly two quart enema was easy peasy to run into me and we made our kiss last until the last drop and I put the yoga shorts back on and all was good. Not taking it any further was a bitch but as bad as I wanted it, MM was really hurting and needed some relief in a major way. But it wasn't time yet. ??

I can hold those "little" enemas and we got the kids all brushed up and looking halfway human again and then we listened for them to call it a night.

I had filled his enema bag and it was in our bedroom. ??? But first he needed a shower, a blow job, and I needed to pee and get rid of that enema. If I hold too long then I really have to go. He had to go, too, and I got to play with that big thing and he must have had a gallon up in there from all the piss he let go. He isn't real good with me squeezing down and slowing or stopping the flow but I had his balls in my hand and so he didn't bitch much. Those things are fun to play with then they are pissing. ? ? ? ? ?

The shower was nice too and he "reloads" pretty quickly and so I wasn't worried when I went down on him and cut to the chase. I find it makes our sex play last a little longer if I help him "let off some steam" and I figured he would have time when we finished our shower and I gave him that enema waiting in the bedroom.

BUT that is as far as I'm telling my part of what happened and if you want to know more, you'll have to get on @Meat_Monster's ass and tell him to cough it up. ? ?

I like the guy. ???

It will be nice to see what @Meat_Monster adds to this and he has a high mark he will have to live up to. 😉

I just realized that this thread has been up for over three years now and that my wife @Dahiana has been here just as long. There has been a lot of change in her, in me, and our marriage and it has been for the good. She likes to tell me it is all because of communication and with her the communication usually consists of her talking and me listening. Yes, there are pop quizzes along the way and sometimes I actually pass them. I'm not the best writer in the world but she seems to like my writing because she is always "asking" me about when I'm going to write something. Like now.

DD isn't the easiest person to get a word in edgewise and she is pretty strong willed and opinionated. I know, hard to believe, but it's true.

On almost anything she will argue with or "suggest" things on how I should do things. Things like how I'm going the long way and it would have been shorter to have taken the other left, or maybe I should have used that other wrench instead of the one I always use. Or the best one about how it was my fault for being so skittish when she was pulling me out from under the vehicle I was working on and undoing my pants. I was told that if I hadn't panicked and just laid low while she pulled me out that I wouldn't have hit that hot muffler with my forehead. Yes, it was my fault.

She will ask me which dress I like. I pick the blue one, but she goes with the red one. For awhile I could say the opposite of what I wanted and she would go with what I really wanted. That worked exactly twice. She has an iron will and isn't afraid to speak her mind using her OWN language. She's cussed since I've known her in third grade so don't believe anything she tells you about learning how to cuss from me. DD never took any shit off of me and wasn't afraid to tell me off if I screwed the pooch or did something stupid. That's rare that I do something stupid, for the record.

After my 20 something surgery a few years back I got in a bad way and I've told you this before so I won't go into it here. My wife has a heart of gold but she will take it out, put it a sock, and beat you with it if you piss her off. She argues and she has a mind of her own.

BUT I've noticed that when it comes to our sex that she hasn't blinked an eye or even hinted that she would say no or that we would have to put it off or delay it. We've got kids and we both know neither of us can start anything unless the coast is clear and we don't mess around with that. We've come to trust the other that if one of us starts undoing a belt or blouse or copping a feel, or seeing the business end of an enema bag, that the coast is clear and we can get away with it if we hurry and not put up some excuse or something.

The past couple of weeks I've been going through a phase where I want to give DD an enema just about all of the time. Mornings, mid-mornings, nooners, mid-afternoon, the evening, when she is clearing the table, when she is folding clothes, and whenever I can fill up her enema bag and get a little privacy, I've been giving her enemas. Not one single time has she told me no or not now. It's a phase and I know I'm getting to the point where she is going to wonder just how much longer this is going to last, but so far she's been one hell of a sport about bending over and assuming the position if we have a couple of minutes to ourselves. I want to give her an enema or have sex with her, it happens. No sass, no questions, no hesitation, and no hint of "shit do I have to?"

I've been really getting off on when she wears jeans or shorts and I pull them down just far enough to slip an enema nozzle in her ass. There have been a couple of times when she was unloading the car after coming from the store and I'm behind her and pulling her pants down and she just leans forward on her hands and tells me I'd better be "damned sure the coast is clear" and I'm doing my favorite thing to her. One of my favorite things, anyway. The one when she was getting something out of the trunk of the car was classic and even though I've been pushing my luck, that little white milky stuff in her slit when she is bent over makes me think that she is liking it. She will even snicker a little or laugh and ask me how long I've been plotting that?

And then there was the time, just last week, when I took her out to the shop and we played a little in our own version of an exam room. She didn't fuss and so I wanted to give her the day off without the kids around. I did not mean to take her shoes though but it worked out OK and that night when I got home I for once got to give her a little peace. It was fun being with the kids anyway and I am going to do that more often, except I will leave her her shoes next time.

When it comes to sex or our bodies, we don't keep anything from each other anymore. That goes for our thoughts too, not that she would let me keep a secret anyway. She has ways of making me talk and our little conversations can turn into interrogations if I am dumb enough to make her think I'm hiding something. I may be the Meat Monster but she is the Meat Axe. I've heard her called that somewhere here and it is true.

That phase I've been going through seems to be satisfied for now for the most part where I fill up my wife's enema bag and give her a quick enema on the spur of the moment. @Dahiana and I both knew that it was just a phase I was in and she indulged me in each and every time that the urge hit me to give her an enema or just to see her naked. I've been thinking a lot about her and us and how much she means to me and of course the "herd". But I don't think it was entirely my urge to give her an enema or a quick romp in the kitchen or the laundry room that was what I was looking to experience.

BUT I've noticed that when it comes to our sex that she hasn't blinked an eye or even hinted that she would say no or that we would have to put it off or delay it.

I think maybe I am getting used to the idea that I can talk about things with her and that she will understand and not judge, but be honest when she listens. My randomly taking her clothes off, giving her an enema at the most inopportune time, or having a quick little fuck may have been more about testing to see if she meant what she has always told me. She's home for me, she IS my home.

Sometimes when you have been away from home for a long time or not knowing if you are going to get home again, you become jaded and don't want to think about home. It isn't there, not like when you left. DD isn't like I left her a long time ago and we have both changed while I came back. I had a lot of shit to unpack and a lot more to throw away and even more that I didn't want to carry around anymore, so I have been dumping it. And every time I felt like bringing something back that I had thrown out, DD got an enema, or DD bent over and took it in her ass, or dropped to her knees and sucked it out of me whenever and almost wherever it wore on me.

But DD has also had the shit kicked out of her in less than a year and I saw I wasn't the only one the world took a shit on. I never was the only one that had my ass handed to me and I won't be the last. So I hope that DD's and my random fucks and enemas have helped us see that we are home. And just so you're up to speed, DD has no qualms about whipping out my little lizard and milking it for all it's worth. Or when she comes up from behind me while I'm taking a piss and tells me that it's her turn and if she misses that I'm the one who has to clean it up. And I get my share of random enemas too, just not so much these past few weeks where I've given more than I received.

I've read a lot of posts here and it seems a lot of the problems can be chalked up to egos and lack of communication and being stupid in general. I've, "been there and done that."

I've read a lot of posts here and it seems a lot of the problems can be chalked up to egos and lack of communication and being stupid in general. I've, "been there and done that."

That was me and my husband years and years ago ... and we finally started communicating and turned it around for us. 🌹 You two are lucky to have each other. 🌹 Since you changed your name to @Meat_Monster ... shouldn't she change hers to Meat Axe? 😁 😁 😁

She's home for me, she IS my home.

I bet when she reads this ... that you are going to get laid. 🌹

@Meat_Monster and @Dahiana, you two are light years ahead of where many of us are and are another example of what to do in a marriage. Another couple, @Ms_Lila and @Night_Pilot are also right up there in making it work.

You know, @Meat_Monster, that @Meat_Axe would be a good name for someone you may know.

I've read a lot of posts here and it seems a lot of the problems can be chalked up to egos and lack of communication and being stupid in general. I've, "been there and done that."

@Meat_Monster , I totally understand this. I have "been there, done that" too. MrsFn and I started learning how to really communicate years ago, and we are still working on it. I am not as eloquent with words as she, or many others here for that matter, but I keep trying, learning, and growing!

This was a great post and you and @Dahiana are a great example of making the marriage work, in the ways that are best for you two.

Fn

@Meat_Monster

You two have come to what I call " No Matter What". The love of my life died 17 years ago, he was my no matter what, in fact that's inscribed in my ring from him. The point in a marriage where it's shit or get off the pot. You both realize you have baggage and damage, but together , talking, bitching , hell yelling your head off, your working for your marriage. She is your home, and you hers. I often say that houses, cars , money, don't mean shit really, because in the middle of the night , in the dark when the demons we all have come to call, don't mean shit. When you have someone to reach for ,there in the dark, that means the world. That's your home.....?

@Meat_Monster and @Dahiana when you are twice as old as you are now, the home that both of you feel for each other now, will be your castle. You will do anything to protect it...up to and including forsaking hobbies and pastimes to take care of each other, especially if one of you falters in health. Keep on doing what you are doing and keep building that safe place the you can take refuge and build communication...it will become the stone for the walls of your castle!

@Dahiana, it has been AGES since you have posted here! TWO WHOLE MONTHS, in fact!

Hey, but who's counting?

@Dahiana, it has been AGES since you have posted here! TWO WHOLE MONTHS, in fact!

Hey, but who's counting?

@Cedar, anyone reading that and it should be obvious as to who's counting. ?