Growing up - those years of grade school and high school - meant a yearly physical with the pediatrician, usually in late August or sometime in September like clock work! At times, it always seemed that one was receiving shot(s) following every exam or being required to return for one! Either way, there was never any expectation of a choice. A date was circled on the wall calendar and it was a done deal! The usual was to be told the night before to encourage a shower or the morning of the exam or sometimes that I would miss a part of school. Either one cause butterflies and the urge to use the bathroom a few times before heading out.
The ride out, often in the company of my mother, was one of dead silence. I had no desire to talk and surely didn't wish to ask what awaited me. She would often remark, "Do what ever the doctor needs so we can leave." We didn't live far from the office and it always surprised me that she got there in record breaking time. So much for a car jam or bad weather. Never was an appointment cancelled. She had this annoying habit of finding a very close parking space - no promise of an escape! From there, it was into the building and get on the elevator to the 4th floor and go down the long hallway to his office suite. I always thought that his office being located next to the fire stairwell was just a cruel reminder of rotten luck.
The reception area was unremarkable; chairs back to back and lined along the wall. The room was always full; anxious teens awaiting their fate. At least seeing the doctor who saw adolescents helped compared to the crying youngsters in the other waiting room. Still, there was little that calmed my nerves or tummy. Hearing names called only added to the distress and certainty that I would be next to follow the nurse, which often happened! Seeing others disappear as they entered the exam hall only added to my stress and when my turn, well, I became nearly mute. I barely spoke when questioned; the usually response was to mumble or nod.
Once in the hallway, the usual was to go and provide a urine sample and then head back to the exam room that was being reserved just for you. Upon returning, one heard a familiar set of instructions, "Undress, you can leave your briefs on." Such cruel irony since they came off relatively soon as one became reacquainted with his birthday suit. The intimate nature of the exam contributed to lasting memories more so than the experience of receiving shots.
So I would have to conclude by saying that the exam experience over time has fully embraced a myriad of anticipation, expectation, emotions and reactions.