I find my self attracted to male penises ( hard) now that I am older and can no longer get hard! I have always been BI curious, but more and more I want to be a sissy cock sucker. Do other men have this fantasy much more often in older age?
i'm a gay bottom, though i spent most of my life married to a woman where i was the 'top,' so i am very familiar with the dynamic. For me, wanting to suck a mans penis has nothing to do with age, nor has it ever. And, not that the OP was implying this, i don't think "sissy" and "cock sucker" are synonymous or necessarily related.
i think of "sissy" as being effeminate. i hooked with a guy who fucked me a couple of times several years ago and was a strict top. He liked to 'talk dirty' while fucking, but had a sort of whiny, effeminacy to his voice that struck me as incongruent.
i'm pretty much wired bottom, love to suck cock, but i'm not what i consider "sissy." i wish i had half as many guys who have been attracted to me as women. No one seems to realize i am gay unless i tell them, and even then they are surprised. i guess i just don't have any of those stereotypical ("sissy") attributes that are traditionally associated with being gay. i don't think of myself as 'butch' either, but "sissy" is not something i am or aspire to be. i say that neutrally. i've met guys, like the one described above, who are gay, top and 'fem' (though i don't really associate that word with female), and guys who are exclusively straight and kinda sissy, i.e., "sissy" doesn't necessarily go with "cock sucker."
For me it's the energy and dynamic between Top and bottom that is so powerful. There's a strong mind fuck component to it for me, i.e., a Top is both physically and emotionally 'Top' and a 'bottom' is physically and emotionally bottom.
i've been with a few Dom guys who were into 'forced effeminacy,' and it thoroughly turned me on. It wasn't me being sissy that turned me on, it was their lust to have me be something that they molded or controlled. I.e., it wasn't my desire or idea of wanting to be something, it was their desire and idea of wanting me to be something that had me responding and wanting to submit.