1st time seeing your anus?

Do you remember the first time you looked at your anus?

How did you do it?

Why did you decide to do it?

What was your initial reaction?

Did you ever tell anyone?

For me, I was about 12. I waited until no one was home and bent over in front of a full length mirror, looked through my legs and spread my cheeks open.

I did it because I had just come home from a trip to the doctor's office and it was the first time during puberty that anyone had spread my bottom open and looked there. It was like an explosion in my mind and my gut and it made my blood feel instantly hot. I will never forget the sensation of that moment of that exam.

My reaction was surprise because I had never seen an anus before, these were the days before the internet of course. I looked at it and tried to pull it a bit open. Eventually I began to touch and play with it in the weeks and months and years after.

I didn't tell anyone about it until my college girlfriend. I used to love giving her rimjobs and I told her that I noticed the little bump on her anus and she said 'it's a skin tag'. I asked her when she noticed it and she said her bottom was very itchy once so she used a mirror to look at her butthole and saw that she had the skin tag. Her doctor told her its nothing to worry about. Then I told her about my first time, being curious to see what my doctor saw.