A note to my spanker asking for real punishment

This is a note to my spanker asking for real punishment post orgasm, so I would suffer real punishment rather than sexual stimulation from a spanking. I think one need to have true punishment applied. with no hint of pleasure. The next day one will look back on the experience and be turned on, as well a being turned on by the dread of having to go through it in a day or two. I am scheduled to under go this very unpleasant experience next Monday and I am dreading it so much that have an almost constant erection thinking about it.

Rob

Any punishment for excess movement, unlocking my fingers from behind my head during ball kicking or breaking any rules that you think up or

just make up on the spot any time during the spanking should be administered after I have cum so it will be real punishment. Kick me hard enough to make me move so you will have something to punish me for. Save enough of my ass so you can give me a good hard and long strapping/paddling after I have cum. I know you are reluctant to do that but punishment should hurt not be pleasurable, plus it gives me so much respect for you to know you care enough to dish out REAL punishment.

I love spanking for pleasure but I need strapping and paddling for punishment. I will not enjoy it until the next day when I think about it and the next month when I am dreading it.

I would like to be told that I have broken a rule during the pleasure spanking so I will know that I am going to get a REAL paddling after the pleasure is over. That is a big turn on for me.

Show how much you care for me by giving me the true punishment which I so richly deserve.

I think you have come along as a spanker so that you can do this. I know it is hard for you to administer real pain as it is for me to take it.

I would love nothing better than to be made to cry while I am over your knee after I have my pleasure. So lay it on hard with love.

Your Dedicated Spankee.

Rob

I think this letter is brilliant! I hope you get what you are seeking by writing this well thought out and well written letter. While I don't have a set of balls to kick and I am not a total pain slut, I completely hear you and feel you as to what you are asking for. I too have said much of what you have written, to Doc. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone in your wants, needs and desires.

Mashie

Mashie;

Thanks so much for your kind words concerning my post.

Rob

Show how much you care for me by giving me the true punishment which I so richly deserve.

Not to be a mood breaker or anything. But I don't understand. If you really care and love someone, why in the world would you wish to truly hurt them physically?

The pretend, make-believe, soft spanking stuff I understand. It's role-playing.

But what kind of love expresses itself by physically hurting someone else?

@Rob: Do post again when you have had your punishment! I self spanked acting out fantasies from porn videos. I fantasized getting a real spanking, & paid for a spanking. However just the preliminary hits she gave urging me to strip were almost more than I could stand. I asked for a safe word out, as a novice spankee, & she said she'd respect it. After I was strapped down the two women really whipped me, and after a minute I begged them to stop screaming the safe word. Unfortunately she said wanted to give me 'my money's worth,' & ignored the safe word. It took almost four days to recover from the 10 minute beating. The pain was severe for two days.

My advice is 1) Make sure the partner is trustworthy. 2) Be sure your partner will stop after the safe word! 3) Try some of the punishments you're fantasizing about before you let someone else do it. You may not be able to tolerate even one kick in the balls; you'll suffer if he/she keeps on kicking your nuts!.

Bratwurst;

I was not writing about a fantasy, I have been through many sessions with this dom. We increase the severity almost every time. We enjoy writing to each other about what is going to happen the next session and this was just a sample of our communication. Safety is the watchword with anyone I dominate or submit to. My friends and I are always exploring limits and new ideas.

Thanks so much for reading my post and helping me teach others about limits and most of all safety.

Rob

Robbie, I don't care what anyone elses says, you are A-Okay in my book son.

Mashie

A note to Bratwurst:

I had the punishment session that I wrote about anticipating. I was given the standard 100 stroke with several different paddles then 100 with the strap. That is how every session with this spanker starts, I was allowed to wear a very thin tight pair of triathlon shorts.

I was then made to stand with my legs spread, slightly bent at the waist with my balls well presented from the backside. I was assigned to receive 12 bare foot kicks. The first few were light warm up kicks then the force was gradually increased. After 12 I was told that the punishment was not getting through so 12 more were prescribed. The last few of the first 12 were getting to be as much as I could take but I did not move under the treat of a strapping after I had cum. Number 13 started about where number 12 had left off and I was gripping the back of my head for dear life. Of course 14 was harder and I moved only slightly, no punishment was awarded for that. At 15 I jumped upward a bit and five strokes of the strap were put on my bill for later. From then on the kicks were harder and I could not help but move, for the next two five strap strokes were added now for a total of 15 with the strap. at 18 I moved quiet a bit more and ten licks were added, for each kick ten strap licks were added, for a total of 85 post ejaculatory licks. The spanker said I like round numbers , so it will 100 with the strap on the bare and 100 over the knee with paddles.

After I was manually milked wit the addition of a prostatic massage I had one of the mos powerful orgasms imaginable. The threat of that forthcoming spanking took me over edge like nothing else can. It is such a thrill at the time know you can't go back. After i was spent I wanted to be anywhere but in that room. I would have given any thing to be able to put my clothes on and leave, but that of course was not the case.

My arms were bound behind me, wrist to elbow so the was no chance may hand would get in the way. Down came the shorts and over I was bent slightly at the waist. That first strap shot I thought could be heard in the next city. Ninetynine followed. each given with the same force or more than than the one before it, I was warned at 50 to stop dancing from foot to foot or the would be extra, with the greatest of difficulty I complied.

After the strapping I was shown ten paddles, then placed over the left knee with my right leg locked by the spanker's right leg. Some lotion was applied to my bused behind, which made things worse. Ten strokes of each paddle finished off the ordeal. More cream was applies and I was allowed to look at my behind in a mirror, I wish I hadn't. It was so red and brused that the site of it made it hurt separately.

I was told to come back in three days for "a post op check" and to my painful surprise was given another otk paddling, not nearly as hard as before and I was allowed not to have to cum before the spanking but after.

I have another appointment next month and have received two milder spanking from different doms since.

Rob