The night of July 30th, I ordered a Geratherm rectal thermometer from amazon.com. The tracker on amazon said that it had been delivered on August 4th at 11:01am eastern time (I checked on it at work when no one was looking). After work I came home and I looked everywhere for the package, but could not find it to save my life. My only thought was that my aid had taken it.
I finally summoned up the courage to text her. Here is my exact conversation via text with her:
Me: "Did I receive a package today?"
Aid: "Not in the mailbox?"
Me: "No, it's not in the mailbox...should it be?"
Aid: "What are you expecting, and when was it coming?"
Me: "It was supposed to be here today...there is no easy way for me to tell you this...maybe if you came up here and I told you in person?"
Aid: "Nope-just let me know what you are expecting!"
Me: "Okay. First, let me explain something...ever since I saw that one part of the episode of "Glee" where Mr. Shoe has to go home sick and his ex-girlfriend wants to take his temperature, I have had a fetish for rectal temperatures. My mom knew about it, and tried to let me be myself as much as possible; even letting me purchase my own digital thermometer from Walmart.com. However, December of last year, she and my dad found out that I was surfing the internet looking for videos while I was at their place. That was when they took away my ability to be my kinky self. And I do not blame them. I have never watched another video like that again. However, my fetish still lingers. Now that I am as independent as I am going to be, I decided to purchase a rectal thermometer with my own money in order to satisfy my need for stimulation. Please, try to understand. Most people my age have sexual desires, and a lot of those people give in to them and do it. I have no desire to have sex; however, I do experience the need for sexual stimulation. Thankfully, I have found something else to fulfill my desires in the form of rectal temperatures. The thermometer that I ordered is a mercury-free Geratherm, and I will only use it in my own private time. I know this is really hard for you to comprehend, but it is natural for people to experience what I am. If you still wish to have a talk with me, please come up here."
I was expecting to have her come into my room and lecture me. Instead, I got a big surprise in the form of a reply:
Aid: "Thanks for sharing and no worries and certainly no judgement!!! I will keep my eyes open for the package tomorrow."
That was probably some of the best news that I had EVER heard - er, read - since developing my Rectal Temperature fetish. Having an aid who does not judge me based on what I do to satisfy my sexual needs is a HUGE weight lifted off my shoulders. Of course, I will still have to play alone, but that is quite alright. Right now, Iām just happy that she understands where I am coming from!!!