Do your Masochistic Fantisies intensify when you are sick?

Back in 1990's I noticed that my masochistic fantasies intensify while I am incubating a virus or head cold. They get really extreme when I am really sick! And go away again as I recover.

I once mentioned this to my group therapist and he rolled his eyes like I had really lost touch with reality.

But all the signals going to your brain get interpreted by your brain. And it seems my brain interprets the aches and pains of a virus or head cold as a masochistic fantasy. (I wish to be tied up and spanked or whipped.)

I had surgery in mid-May and am still in recovery and have associated pain and my masochistic fantasies are off the wall! I've been watching S&M porn (which I usually don't do.)

Does this happen to anyone else, or am I just loonie tunes?

Guzzleguzzle Kid

Where my brain is now: Naughty Boy Gets a Harsh Caning

http://www.spankingtube.com/video/58349/miss-sultrybelle-canes-a-naughty-boy