I Think I'm Losing Control

Did'nt quite know where to post this but as far as I can tell it best fits this category of "My Diaper Fun".Anyway, this thought came to me a little while ago as one day I suddenly became aware of an extremely urgent need to pee. I pondered upon the fact that the feeling had come on me so incredibly quickly and that I felt as if I didn't get to a toilet NOW I was going to have an accident. I wear diapers on and off, usually 3-4 times a week from any time ranging from about 1-24 hours. Ever since the first instance of this feeling I've been experiencing it more and more often. I will be doing something, sat at my computer, doing chores etc. and an insane urge to pee or poop will very suddenly come on to me with such strength that if i do not get to a toilet within 2-3 minutes, I will pee/poop myself. Obviously, I'm starting to experience the long term affects of prolonged diaper usage. When I wear a diaper I rarely feel the urge to pee, I can be mid stream before I even realize what I'm doing sometimes and I'll feel the urge to poop just before I need to and will have gone in my diaper about 30 seconds later with barely any thought to it. Also, I have noticed that whenever I put a diaper on I almost always immediately pee. I find myself feeling these strong pee/poop urges very often nowadays, maybe once every 1-2 hours. I am pretty average 19 y/o guy and was just wondering if this is a normal side effect of wearing diapers often and if so, if anyone else would want to share there story and how it affects there lives. Speaking of which, there isn't too much of a drastic effect on my life, I am at uni and I have loads of spare time to myself in which I am usually able to get to a toilet. And besides, as I mentioned earlier I'm usually padded. This is actually something I wouldn't mind though, I've dreamt about being 24/7 for a long long time, and this might be my journey towards that. Anyway, as before, I would love to know if this is a common thing to happen to people like me and I'd also love to hear some of your stories! Peace out xD

Suddenly and urgently needing to pee in the way you describe is the hallmark symptom of overactive bladder. Wetting yourself because you can't make it to the toilet when one of the urges strikes is urge incontinence. I suppose that these symptoms might conceivably result from using diapers for a long time, but most people who develop these conditions have never used, or wanted to use, diapers until urge incontinence becomes frequent enough to make diapers necessary. You might want to have a chat with your doctor about your urges to urinate. There are several drugs on the market that help some people with overactive bladders or urge incontinence. You might want to have that chat with your doctor even if you're content to use diapers as either a convenience or a needed tool to enable you to live a more normal life. Overactive bladder and urge incontinence can sometimes be symptoms of a serious medical condition, such as bladder cancer.

I agree with Nick, it might be wise to get it checked but prolonged use of nappies will result in weakened bladder control if you are just letting i flow and not holding at any time. I have little bladder control now and was warned by my continence nurse once I gave in and started wearing nappies what remaining control I had would soon be lost but I am a lot older and have bladder problems anyway. That said I love my incontinence and dependency on nappies.

Even if it wasn't a long time ago I bought my first diapers I am starting to notice it is much easier to pee in them now, I don't have to try so hard anymore. Though I am only peeing in them when alone so I think a kind of conditional incontinence is starting to grow.

I don't know if it's necessarily normal or abnormal.

I know I started experiencing control difficulty (although not urge control difficulty of the sort you describe) after wearing diapers for a long time. For me it was more a case of getting into habits, and then those habits becoming more and more subconscious until I found that they'd become reflexes rather than habits.

The original minor loss of control was what ultimately pushed me into deliberately working to get rid of my toilet training. I am now not toilet trained, wear 24/7, and most of the time, I couldn't be happier.

I have been starting to notice that every time I walk into my room and close the door I get the urge to pee. I have trained my bladder to know that when in my room, where I'm safe to wear diapers, it's soon okay to pee

Did'nt quite know where to post this but as far as I can tell it best fits this category of "My Diaper Fun".Anyway, this thought came to me a little while ago as one day I suddenly became aware of an extremely urgent need to pee. I pondered upon the fact that the feeling had come on me so incredibly quickly and that I felt as if I didn't get to a toilet NOW I was going to have an accident. I wear diapers on and off, usually 3-4 times a week from any time ranging from about 1-24 hours. Ever since the first instance of this feeling I've been experiencing it more and more often. I will be doing something, sat at my computer, doing chores etc. and an insane urge to pee or poop will very suddenly come on to me with such strength that if i do not get to a toilet within 2-3 minutes, I will pee/poop myself. Obviously, I'm starting to experience the long term affects of prolonged diaper usage. When I wear a diaper I rarely feel the urge to pee, I can be mid stream before I even realize what I'm doing sometimes and I'll feel the urge to poop just before I need to and will have gone in my diaper about 30 seconds later with barely any thought to it. Also, I have noticed that whenever I put a diaper on I almost always immediately pee.

same things have been happening to me.

honestly i don't care because i live alone (no i'm not a sad/alone weirdo)

I too have the same thing happen. I hardly get the diapers on at night when I have to pee so urgently and strongly I couldn't stop it if I had to. I remember when I was a toddler my mother would sit me on the toilet and turn the tap on in the sink, The sound of running water was supposed to initiate the stream. It sort of worked. So it's a matter of conditioned response, like hypnosis. Practice makes perfect.