Next step?

I try strap on session few times

And enjoy most of them

Did countless prostate massage session most with fingers some with toys

All done with female providers

I'm not attracted to man but do enjoy some shemale porn and thinking about getting a session with a shemale

Is this the next step for me?

NO ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT TO DO.

This is all your decision.

Decide what you want to do then go for it.

DOES YOUR WIFE KNOW you want a shemale to play with and does she know about your "female provider" who finger fucks your ass and jerks you off? That could be a problem.

No wife doesn't know about this there is no relationship with the providers and no full on sex

I was just wondering if anyone went from toys to shemale/transgener sex

I really don't think I'm going to try this