Waiting for a spanking

I never know when my wife will spank me , or if it will be a foreplay, or punishment spanking. While at home with my wife, I am required to always hold the bath brush. When I go to bed i must hold the brush, under my pillow. While holding the brush in bed, I have, a few times, started gently sobbing, & my body shaking, wondering when, for what reason, and how much will it hurt? I am always looking forward for my next spanking, even if it is for punishment. The bath brush always hurts, even when it is for foreplay!

My mom got mad at me one morning about something and told me that she was going to whip me. I went to my room to wait my fate.

After a while she came into my room with a peach tree switch and made me bend over my toy box.

She whipped my butt until I howled loudly and then told me to be quiet or I would get an enema. I stayed quiet until

she left the room. I think this experience made me a permanent submissive. I can't take up for myself very well

because I always see my mom and remember that butt whipping I got.

MY wife punishes me over her lap if I misbehave and enjoys to give me a spanking with her hands. I usually get it over my under pants but if she is angry i get the spanks on bare ass.

Stacia says I am overdue for a good one.we will see if she breaks out the toys.