New sadist advice stuff post

So in an unusual situation i discovered how sadistic i really am it makes sense i guess ive always been a bully because i liked seeing other girls upset or in pain and now i cant stop thinking about how good hurting this girl made me feel and now im alone with all these feelings and confusion while googling i came across this website i was wondering if anyone could just like introduce me to this world or something

Start with reading the volumes of material here on BDSM both in the forum & the library section.

Go to Amazon.com and search out BDSM books.

You're completely missing the point of BDSM. It isn't an excuse to bully or hurt another person, but a way to build up their strength, poise and confidence in real life. It can heighten one's perception of one's body, making pleasure even better by contrast, it can build courage, prove trust and be a bonding experience. Getting into it just because you like to see girls cry is absolutely not what it's about and until you understand that I hope you steer clear of it in real life.