Intentionally Obvious?

I don't make an effort to be noticeable but I'm happy if there happen to be some bulging, crinkling or visible plastic.

Last week I did a long drive with a white diaper (InControl Essentials) under my sweat pants and T-shirt. I wanted to make sure I needed 1-2 changes while on the road so I was topping up the diaper (to the point of almost leaking) with bottled water. This meant I had a really obvious bulge in front and plastic poking out above the waistband when I went to pay for fuel. I had to use the men's toilet several times to either put some plastic pants over the top of the diaper or to change into a new diaper (in the disabled stall). There were always plenty of fellow travellers around but I don't know if any of them noticed anything. Either way, I was happy.

I don't go out of my way to flaunt it but if someone notices the bulges or hears my baby panties rustling…I am not bothered.

While I try to prevent my diaper from being exposed I wear the affects of it proudly. The swollen crotch , the urine smell and the occasional wet spot I walk around proudly.

I don't go out in public to expose my diapers but I do occasionally go out and get my paper in my morning diaper and plastic pants and tee shirt.

Still trying to figure out how to be increasingly obvious when I am in a diaper, without it screwing up the rest of my life! I don't need my family to know that I like to toddle around with a thick cloth diaper pinned around my bottom, but I would like to share… impossible to have both, I think!!

From past experience, the diaper is more noticeable to the wearer than the onlooker. People really don't give beans about a diaper even if it is on you. They are special to the wearer only 99% of the time unless you stumble upon another diaper kink. Which does happen every so often.😎

This is thrilling me so much, I used to go out in public with a diaper on and showing it off and I make sure it's obvious enough to strangers, and attract attention to it by making some noises or motions.🥰

I also used to be very self-conscious about somebody, noticing my diapers, but over the years I began to enjoy the possibility. I started to try to wear clothes that would be a little bit more revealing, like a thick crinkly disposable diaper underneath a thin set of cotton joggers. One of my favorite activities to go thrift store shopping, but it’s actually surprising how people pretty much just ignore you. I would be happy to even get a few glances that made me feel humiliated, but it’s tough to even get that.

I found one scenario that I love though. I went to a medical supply store that I knew carried quality diapers. I was wearing a cheap depends underwear that was already soaked and had leaked little bit.

The gal that worked there came to ask me if I needed anything, and I explained that I was looking for some quality overnight diapers. I explained that I was on an overnight road trip and I had another couple of hours to drive, but I hit traffic and had an accident and my depends underwear had leaked. I had a conversation with her about how they simply don’t work well when you are sitting in the car, and that I was probably looking for a diaper that had tapes and would be much more absorbent.

After some discussion, she directed me to some Tranquility ATN diapers, and she suggested adding boosters inside for extra absorbency during the drive and overnight. I agreed to buy them and asked if I could change my wet pants and put one on in the bathroom there in her shop. She said that would be absolutely fine and she agreed that I should change out of the wet clothes.

I then asked if she had any disposable scrubs or something that I could buy because all I had were my pajamas in my backpack that I was planning to wear that night, and I was concerned that they may not be very discreet. She said she didn’t have anything except some very expensive sets of Hospital uniforms and she didn’t think it would be worth it to buy those. I told her I supposed to my pajamas would be fine since I’m just driving straight to the hotel, and she tried to assure me that nobody would likely see me.

All I had in my backpack were some very thin white Haines cotton sleep pants. Not only did they contour to my diaper, but they actually were relatively see through. But at this point, I’m committed. I love situations like this because not only did I not have any other options now, but also she was aware of my predicament so at least one person was going to notice my diaper.

I changed and put on the sleep pants, checking how obvious they were both in front and back. I felt a twinge of embarrassment as I looked at myself in the mirror, but what options do I have?

I walked out into the store, and she looked over at me and said, “hey, those don’t look too bad!” Trying to be reassuring. My T-shirt in front was hanging down below the waist of my pants so even though she could see a bulge in front, I guess she felt that it wasn’t overly obvious that I was wearing a diaper. And then she added, “turn around let me see the back.”

I turned around and lifted my T-shirt up a little bit. “Oh,” she said, in a little bit more somber tone, “yeah, that’s pretty obvious.” She wasn’t wrong. Nobody who look at my butt would’ve missed the diaper.

I asked if she thought I should try to go buy some other pants at a thrift store or something and she said maybe. Then she suggested I take my button down shirt that I have been wearing and tie it around my waist to at least cover up the back. I obliged her, and while I was tying it another woman walked into the store and looked at us. She must’ve seen what was going on because she stopped and waited for me to finish. I quickly finished tying my shirt, and I picked up my bag, thanked her, and left, exchanging a smile with the woman who had just walked in. I have no doubt that she noticed my diaper and probably felt embarrassed for me. It looks like she wanted to give me space.

One of my favorite things to do is to come up with the situation is like this where I have no other options.

I took this photo a little bit later that day:

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Nobody ever sees my actual diaper but most people assume all people in wheelchairs use them ( they don’t) . I have 500 pounds of lead acid and aluminum that keeps people from the rear . In the front I am always puffy due to pelvic restraint (it’s 2 layers of neoprene with silicone gel sandwiched between ) somebody who cares for me will absolutely be able to tell clean versus full ,because it’s there everyday job, a perfect stranger would assume I was wearing one and move on without seeing any actual diaper . The expectation you’re diapered is good enough to eliminate the ability to get caught .

I plan on attending the Dreamword Ageplay this year at Indy. As I have posted many times that I am always discreet as much as possible when it comes to wearing diapers in front of people or while in public.

This event I believe is geared more towards the AB side of the AB/DL community. They allow the attendees to have exposed diapers, however you must have the upper body covered.

I understand that many simply just use a onsie to cover it all. An exposed diaper and wearing a shirt of some kind meets the dress code also for the event.

As I'm not much into AB side as of now, I'm going to at least try the whole thing out. Obviously to get the full experience I desire, I plan on wearing a AB print diaper and a printed AB t-shirt.

With this being said, this is definitely out of my character. I plan on going to enjoy and explore this event to it's fullest. So yes, my diaper will be fully exposed outside of what the shirt will cover intentionally.

The best thing is I won't be the only one wearing this attire. I'm sure many will be dressed similar to this also.

By being an event such it is.

This may not count for this trend, however I will be in public and around others with my diaper being obviously exposed to all to see.

This is a huge step for me of not being ashamed of being incontinent and my enjoyment of wearing diapers as a DL.