I feel so sorry for people like you, Sammy, who suffered abuse or neglect at such an impressionable age. It must be so tough.Role play among consenting adults can be so much fun, but I can't imagine what it must be like if it brings back such awful memories.
As my disease progresses I lose function ,so I would say my life in last several years has been heavily influenced by infanthood and needing supervision and assistance .A good summation would be a college educated adult baby ( all the freedoom and privilege of an adult with all the care needs of an actual baby just scaled up for bigger human ) literally a baby can take my candy because they easily overpower me .
I prefer to be a bit older than a baby. A toddler, young boy can run around, have fun etc but still get put in nappies at bedtime!
Definitely a toddler as I am a brag I need to run around and do all the mischievous things I can think of.Especially during role play with my husband I can talk back or use the “F” word to get a spanking. I feel better getting a spanking during a role play which I actually did something wrong to deserve it. As a baby my actions are restricted and less active.
For me it is much more exciting if my ageplay age is older. Being put back in nappies at around 12 years old is my favourite roleplay. If it also involves spanking and humiliation then so much the better
I'm always treated like a 2 year old toddler...still in diapers and rubber pants...running around the house getting into mischief and being chased by by wife and picked up from behind and lifted high into the air as we both laugh...gently brings me down to her and carries me like a baby to the nursery...Baby Eric
Scratch below the surface and all of us have a toddler underneath. I do enjoy acting and being treated like a toddler occasionally, but the truth is I prefer acting more like a teenager because that's when I first realized how attracted I was to wearing diapers and rubber pants, wetting and even occasionally messing myself. It's also when I first started to play with myself and have my first orgasm. Those memories remain vivid and I love to recreate those moments.. Since I wear diapers and rubber pants mostly full time, the opportunity to experience that moment is never far.