I remember the first time in diapers

I can clearly remember being made to wear diapers the first time around 34 years ago, When I was a baby as the memory is burnt into my brain.

Although recently I have had to return to wearing diapers/nappies as we call them over here in England this is due to my disabilities, I have re-discovered how comfortable and convinent it is whilst wearing them, And although I yearn for my early child-hood I have come to terms with the fact I need them.

My only thing I can't understand is the fact I am pre-Judged for wearing diapers, I only want to be accepted in society and not be made to feel un-comfortable it's not like I can magically morph back into a small child/Infant.

I understand there are taboo subjects in life but why the stigmitisum or out-right bullying of people like myself for being disabled, Thats Wrong I dont understand or like people who pre-Jude everything in life they disapprove of.

But ennough about the gripping, I have had some good experiences with people who understand me and also are supportive of me, so society is not all that bad.

By the way I tried posting this story on Ep but it got blocked so If there is any objectional comments in this post I Appologise in advance for this and wish you a good day. ;-)

Autor: Mr Kwan Ming

Date: 23rd September 2014.

Location: Nortwest England.

I wear nappies all the time now because I am incontinent. To be honest I don't think anyone really cares. My wife says you can't tell I have one on but I disagree and used to feel very self concious but gradually I realised if anyone notices they are not likely to say anything. I have been wearing nappies for a good while now and it doesn't bother me anymore. If anyoneis offended by me being in nappies it is for them to deal with.

I am totally incontinent and have wear and use my cloth diapers and plastic pants all the time. I have to use them for peeping and pooping. All my family and friends know I have to wear and use cloth diapers and plastic panties 24/7. I have gotten used to being see in my cloth dippers qnd plastic panties. It no longer bother me for someone seeing me in my diapers. No one who has seen me in my diapers and plastic has ever said much. Most people don't if you wear diapers or not anyway.

I've used them for several yrs and really don't care who might find out.My wife and my nurse daughter now.

My first time in diapers as an adult was around 2008~2009.

I had an life-long addiction by wetting my pants on purpose and that time, before sleeping, I used to search pee porn related to pants pissing. Tumblr was a reference. Out of nowhere, hot guys wearing diapers started to appear on my Tumblr feed. At first I wasn't interested by men wearing protection, I wanted to see men wetting their pants out in open, humiliated and embarrassed by being caught by strangers. But as soon as incredible soaked diapers with big bulges full of pee started to appear and bolder guys shared moments of they out in public wearing nothing but super wet diapers with visible yellow pee, I was totally turned on by the context. Sooner I was curious about wearing and wetting a diaper. I went to a drugstore to buy a package to me. It's funny remembering how shy I was, thinking the staff would realize that I was buying those diapers for me or how explain if a friend got me there buying diapers. I went straight home and after closing the door I was already hard, I really wanted to try the diaper. I put my first diaper on and started to drink water in order to have a full bladder wetting experience in my first diaper.

The magic happened.

It was love at first wetting. Instead of cold as pants become after wetting, diapers remain warm. The pee doesn't go down your legs. The pee spread around your crotch, going behind your balls, reaching your butt. The material of the diaper absorbs the warm pee and it's transformed into a gel, that inflates and when rubbing that gel, it's like someone else is doing that, you feel your cock all involved by that warm and soft jelly that goes expanding each time you pee again. All the feelings renovate at each peeing, give the sensation of microorgasms during all the time you are playing with your diaper. I loved it.

Hey, could I wear diapers anywhere, anytime in front of anyone and feel that pleasure all day long without people knowing? YES! I had that naughty thought and began going diapered to work everyday. That time I struggling because I wasn't wetting myself on purpose in the end of each the day (like I used to do during all my life) because of too much work. I was kind if depressed and surged the solution: diapers! I could be wetting all day long, feeling pleasure all the time, instead of feeling the pants wetting pleasure at the end of the day only. I became addicted to it.

I'll finish this post here because it is about the first time in diapers. I wasn't wearing 24/7 and I could go for weeks without wearing, but in 2020 my life changed forever, making me having to need diapers for medical reasons. Today I consider myself a proud shameless naughty DL and I think developing the diaper fetish before becoming incontinent was the best thing that could ever happen to me. If you're curious about the story, look for my previous posts.

I last wet at about 14yrs then in my 50's started again after discussing it with wife diapers were it.The ist time seemed odd but have adjusted to them.