I love everything about putting a tampon in my bottom. When I enjoy this kinjd of play I like to go all the way. I'll wear some panties and put in a panty liner, maxi pad, or even a big urinary incontenance pad if I really want what I'm doing to stay on my mind. It's absolutely sexual. I really enjoy the way it feels.
The whole process of sitting down to empty myself, I like to use a baby wipe or some moist towelette and get everything really squeeky clean. But not just around my hole. If i've already started my day (not doing this fresh out ofthe shower) I give everything a nice gentle scrubbing. If time allows I might do some grooming while down there, gotta weed that garden to keep it looking it's best.
The pleasure is two fold, in that I enjoy all the special sensations that go with inserting and removing, and little things I can do while sitting to remind myself that it's there while at work, in a meeting or driving a forklift. Its wonderful to have such a taboo little secret (that I wish I had 1 person I could share the secret with) even if it is just for me.
My work tends to lean towards more masculine type stuff, so in addition to being sexual thrill I use it to bring a little femininty into my day to day humdrum life. As impossible as it often is with hectic schedules I still try to find balance, you know, the whole yin/yang thang. I once had two friends that were actual chip-n-dales dancers (probably didn't spell that right) and one shared in an open meeting that he often felt his most masculine when he was doing his seemingly feminine stuff like getting his hair right, donning his signature scent, getting his little cloth coverings ready before a show. That doing that reminded him of his own masculinity, it was part of his getting into the right head space before a show. It sounds contradictory but to me at that moment it made all the sense in the world and helped me deal with some of the shame (that I have since learned to turn itno a turn on) that I felt for likeing the things I like.
Wow, I hadn't planned on writing about that memory when I started this post but I've very glad that memory surfaced.
So anyway, this is possibly my first post ever even though Ive been dropping in from time to time to satisyfy my vouristic needs I suppose. I've always been very fond of this site, and there's another I'm trying to find again.
Really when I think about it a tampon in a mans bottom is really just a very fun disposable buttplug, which I also love but find a tampon to just be a bit more discreet, easy to get rid of if the environmen I'm in change.
So this is a kind of an introduction to the group and I'm going to try very hard to start contributing when I stop in instead of just taking. I can't wait to get to see some of yalls amazing images full size.
I'm Terry in Texas, yall have a nice day.