Although I have been practicing enema for almost 10 years now, I just came to realize that perhaps I could be seriously injuring myself, and want to ask you guys for your opinion. I wanted to share the full procedure with you for better understanding, and it can get too detailed. Please tell me your opinion if it is normally done, or if it is serious and I must stop. so here it goes.
Normally I practice enema every two weeks, but it is not just for cleansing but it is more of a masterbation. With medium temperature tap water, I insert about a 2/3 of a liter in to my body for few seconds, and release it. This process is done for 6~7 times in my bathtub consecutively. Its like cleansing my large intestine.
After that, I take a liter in and insert a inflatable butt plug to hold as long as I can. When I release, I insert a finger in my butt and swirl around while releasing, which makes me feel like I am pooping out my intestine. Its like an pooping out intestine orgasm, and this is the part where I am addicted. I do this two to three times more, and at this point, poop comes out from no where, and more poop, the greater the sensation is for me. This is process is done in two hours.
After this, after I clean up, I rest for about an hour, and do the same process again for about hour.
So total of 4 hours every two weeks is done. After this is done, I play with my self using lub and toy, but at this point, I often see blood. Not alot, but mixed with some kind of brown mucus which seems like intestine fluid. This was okay for me, but recently, I feel like I am pooping every two weeks. Well I go to the bathroom every day, but not alot come out. In my opinion, poop is stuck in the small intestine, and only small amount is transferred to the large intestine everyday. Maybe I am worrying too much, or maybe it has done some damage in my bowel activity. I am sorry for all the details, but I am seriously worrying here. Please tell me what you think!