Submitting to others

I like to sub for others but it's hard to know if a new Top will be safe so I don't get the chance much. I like to offer a list of my interest and hope they will find some of interest to them. I also like them to not let me know what they will do and add some of their interest as long as I am allowed a safe option out of the activity if it is just too much for me to handle.

Submission, I take it you are only talking about penetration. submission can be about a lot of other things, preparation, making sure their needs are satisfied, their fetishes, preferences, spending hours on this. Anticipating and the anxiety of perhaps making a mistake, forgetting some rules, these make up the delicious part of submissiveness and can last all day, building up to the final event…..

I find submission only lasts a few minutes, but preparation takes ages, making sure I am perfectly clean, having toilet and using the bidet, always inspecting to make sure I am immaculately clean (I even do this when visiting the doctor now), Arranging to be undressed at just the correct time, and ready for anything that may be different, making sure it all appears unplanned and accidental, all make it so delicious, as though a natural thing before submitting to examination and insertion of a butt plug, pretending its all a natural part of the daily life, Even if she doesn't turn up , it is still delicious to appear innocent and ready.