Anyone's first gay fantasies and/or experiences a result of or coincide with enemas?

I found once I began taking enemas about 6 years ago, an awful lot of male -male fantasies came into my realm.

Married for eons, never gay/anal thoughts until some anal self play, then enemas....

Had my first enema at 7 years old; hooked from then on. While in early elementary, I and several friends sometimes played "doctor" and we all enjoyed it. I was probably "bi" then, just didn't know it had a formal name. I enjoyed both male & female bodies early.

Finally got honest with myself at an older age and actually met one of our forum members for a enema afternoon. While nothing sexual happened, I wouldn't have minded it at all.

Also enjoyed an erotic massage early this year that was fantastic and actually enjoyed my first cock in my mouth. Enjoyed it and would do again in a heartbeat under the right circumstances and with the right guy. I still enjoy women, but wouldn't limit my choices just to satisfy one of society's "labels".

I think attitude change ic part of getting older,,while l don,t see myself getting romantically involved m2 m,,,,play is an option

I have been using enemas fairly regularly for 15+ years now. Only recently, w/I the past 3 yrs, have I started to have homosexual fantasies. They seemed to start after I developed a liking for anal plugs. I, myself find this confusing, but maybe it's just a part if life.

I've been into Enemas for well over 40 yrs. and have never had a "straight fantasy", only M2M for me.

I've been into enemas since as 12, so that's about 48 years. 100% Kinsey six, totally gay my entire life.

At a young age after playing with enemas with a friend we had also engaged in oral sex before the enema during and after really mis some of my childhood friends during some of my solo enemas

I became interested in boys about a yr after starting to give myself enemas. Most of my sexual fantasies involved giving and taking enemas, then having sex with boys I knew. I did get to do enemas with my best friend for years. We also had a sexual relationship that progressed from humping, to full on oral and anal by the age of 16.

I loved every moment of our play and only wish I could have done it with more boys.

I found too, that once I was comfortable feeling the enema nozzle slide into my anus, then feeling the warm water, I started to wonder how a it would feel to have a real cock in my ass. To get an idea of positions etc, I started watching gay porn, at first I was disgusted to see two men, but then I slowly became entranced by it. Plus I started to see men in a new light. For example at the gym, in the locker room & showers, I felt at ease seeing men's cocks. Finally one of the guys noticed me, we started talking, went out for a beer and he invited me back to his apartment. Well lets just I haven't stopped m2m sex since then. That was 6 years ago.

I think many males realize the intense pleasure of having something in your ass and then comes the natural curiosity of what it might be like to have another man's cock inside you. I am a bottom so I always enjoy a man inside, especially one that knows how to make love rather than just to fuck.

I enjoy watching gay porn while doing enemas