Punishment will occur Monday

I have just been informed that I am to be punished Monday. This is not a mere spanking for a sexual thrill but a real paddling, caning and strapping after I have been forced to ejaculate by the person who is going to administer my punishment. In my dread I am excited by the knowledge that I am to be really punished, but when the time comes I would do anything to be spared. He will not spare me or be lenient. Three or four times per year I have to submit to him for what he calls clearing the slate.

After I am "drained" and I am sure it will not be a pleasant experience, He will stand me up in the school paddling position for 4 or 5 sets of ten licks, no warm up, just wham. I will probably have to go over his knee for a dose of the bath brush, then bend over for 24 to 30 with the cane. then be placed in the prone position for, I don't know haw many, with the strap. He will finish with the paddle.

I am not sure that this will be the exact way it will be done but the punishment has been similar to this in the past.

He likes to send me a note or email a few days ahead of time so I can dread it. I usually like to spanked but not this way. He gives me no choice, if I do not accept the punishment I can not see him again for our "fun" things.

I know this is very old. but I am curious how you feel after one of these? I will admit it sounds a bit harsh even for me, but at the same point it also sounds very much like what I like and need. When I have had a good no warm up spanking I have a very happy feeling of joy after... just curious if you are the same???

This may be old too, but I cannot help but wonder that since you are in dread and expect an unpleasant experience, why in the world do you go through with it, why allow it, why participate?

Under-aged people usually can't get out of such situations, but if you are an adult, no one is really forcing you if you don't want it to happen.

I know this wasn't directed at me but on one level i dread it too...for me it's a strong sexual desire, and while if it's done right I won't enjoy the spanking but after I will feel very good.. from the lingering sting on my bum causing me to get super hard to the feeling that a man cares enough to do this (I know many call it abuse and not loving, I grew up receiving typical mild spankings not frequent but always cried, and I know I got them not because my Father was a monster but because my Dad loved me and wanted me to learn from it, I am not going to argue the merits of childhood CP and know of several extreme spankos who grew up with no CP). To the feeling the spanking is over and all is forgiven. Catholics have confession, some of us naught boys have (or want) a Dad to help us feel better... LOL

To answer a question about an old post of mine. I did not enjoy going out the door of an airplane but the feeling of serenity and the feeling of accomplishment after I mastered jumping was worth the pain of landing and the anxiety before going out the door. I had times I did not enjoy training for a marathon or a swim meet and I did not enjoy the air hunger during a 100 meter breaststroke race but that final touch of the wall made it worth it. I did not paticulary enjoy writing a dissertation but that title after my name sure has made my life easier.

I don't enjoy getting my ass busted when I am sexually drained but the felling of contentment and the lifting of my mood after a real punishment is worth every burning lick of that paddle, strap or cane.

I do not do things for the enjoyment in the short run. Every skill I have learned had come at the expense of some sort of unpleasantness, and I have learned many over my life that have been painful. A hard spanking when I have gone past the short term sexual satisfaction is definitly one of the lesser pains of my life, and gives such long term pleasure in remembering and, like being in that airplane door, the dread is delicious.

Rob