Have I done some damage using dildos or douching?

I start using dildos about a year ago for a fuck buddy I had. I wasn't a big fan but it really turned him on so I did after a while I got looser and had to start using bigger dildos. I think the most deep I got would have been 8'' and the dildo was perhaps 2' thick. Sometimes when drunk I would forget to use lube but I would always take the dildo very slowly. I have read on here people taking much bigger and being fine. My anus feels sore at the moment but it has been over 3 months since I last used any dildo or had any anal sex.

Also when I douched I used a very thin shower head that could actually go up my anus and sometimes the pressure was very strong and it would fill up in seconds so I am wondering if that could be causing the discomfort.

The pain I experiencing is not extreme or preventing me from my day to day life it is very mild. I do suffer from anxiety and paranoia so I have a feeling I am completely over reacting. I didn't tell my doctor that I used dildos cause I was a bit embarrassed and said I had pain in my anus area so he gave me some cream.

Thanks for your reading and all the advice anyone can give

Hiya

I assume you're not bleeding and was the cream for piles did the Dr take a look?

If it's even a few weeks unlikely to be your toys .

Most folks who are into toys will be a bit tender the next day and often that is part of the fun but it goes 24 hr ish .

Go back to your gp tell them your bum still seems uncomfortable and prepare for a well lubricated finger or fingers or fist or proctascope xx

Make sure you use LOTS of good lubricant. Not being well lubricated can easily result in bleeding with use of toys or even ordinary sized enema nozzles and colon tubes.

For now, just cool it and leave everything alone so it can heal for a few weeks.

I last used a dildo 3 months ago I have no blood or anything and I am not in pain like I said just uncomfortable and sore. I am kinda embarrassed to tell my doctor I have known him almost all my life

The only thing I permit you to put near your butthole for a month is toilet paper and a washcloth in the shower.

DON'T RUB with the toilet paper, only BLOT with it.

LEAVE YOUR HOLE ALONE AND LET IT HEAL.

The Domme nurse has spoken.

I prefer my penis style inflatable butt plug. Its amazingly smooth and no pain ... using alot of lubricant and going slow prevents tears or discomfort. If you still have pain see your doctor.