I have enjoyed wearing diapers for about two years or so. At first I found that I could really only manage to let go while standing up and also was afraid to wear them in public. So much has changed over time. I now find that I am able to pee not just sitting at my desk but also while driving. I started wearing them out in public and realized that no one noticed. I then started wearing them to work and found the same thing.
Now I get out my diaper (Tena overnight) and two (Tena Ultimate overnight) pads and put the pads in the diaper. What I have found is just cutting a few slits toward the top of the pad where I stick it to the diaper allows the pads to fill completely. I then find that the pads once full will start leaking into the diaper and have managed (by letting the pee out slowly and not flooding) to make that last almost all day at work. The other thing I do is put on a kitchen garbage bag over the diapers and then a pair of plastic pants and finally some panties to keep it all snug in place.
One might ask is this noisey - well yes it is but not so that it is really noticable unless one was walking in a super quiet place and my work place is not that quiet - not noisy but not quiet. Yes I can hear them when I walk but it sounds no louder than if you had pants rubbing against your legs.
I also have found that by tucking and pressing the head of the penis tight against the diaper that once you have that first wetting the body thinks oh its ok and now just continues to leak - almost like incontinence in some ways.
I do really enjoy that freedom of just being able to let it flow and oh my yes the feeling of wearing them wet and bulky is sexually stimulating too.
Yes it takes awhile to develop the confidence and over come the fear but the pleasure makes that so worth while.
What do others think about wearing and how there development is coming along?
My goal is to reach a point where I will not be wearing a diaper and mentally my mind will think oh its ok to go and next thing I know I have wet pants. I would love this to happen in public be it work or just out and about. The other goal is to go to sleep without a diaper and my body not to go into hold it mode but to just release ie wet the bed.
Do others have simular goals?