I used to think that adult baby and older play ages(i like to play 12 to 16)where linked,
I thought if i liked one then i would like the other,but for me i only like to play the older child.
I played a baby once with my play partner and it just didnt do anything for me.
He likes to pay a baby in some of our games,he wants me to have total control of everything.even when he goes to the toilet
i think i like to play the ages i do is because in some way i am helping to heal a bad time in my life at those ages.
I am ashamed to say that i think i have been very emotionally immature and through age play games with a loving Daddy that does does not hurt me in anyway except a really good talking too and over the knee spanking with his hand when i play up.
The reality of those years for me were very different.I was brought up in a very controlling religion which i didnt question until age 12.
I was taught that all forms of masterbation was wronge and shameful,I had to keep myself away from boys and what i now know are normal feelings of growing up .,Everything about me was supressed and guilt ridden with shaming this judge in the sky..
Then you marry someone young who you hardly know and all of a sudden he can do all these things with you because you are his wife, total mind F*ck for me.The reason i say i am or was immature is because I joined another highly controlled religion when a young adult after breaking away from the religion of my birth, daft cow you may say and yes you are right LOL.
I am now free of all that and keep God (if there is one)in his place in the sky and not in my bedroom.or game room.
For my play partner the baby games are pure play and sexual i am not sure if anything emotional is happening for him,He finds emotional stuff hard to talk about and keeps things to himself and i respect that if that is how he wants to be, I how ever am the complete opposite,I love with all my heart and anyone who has been loved by me knows this.
I do wish he could open up me to me more,we have been together now for nearly 2 years,,I am hoping he just needs more time.
Peace.
Caz