I was 4 years old when it happened.
That singular event probably planted the seed from whence this fetish would grow. It's been said that things that happen in our formative years can have a lasting effect and I fully believe that this is true.
I was used to being in hospitals and around people in lab coats, so that part is consistent. These adults, these giants around me were always taking liberties with my person. Roughly too sometimes. Nudity was almost always involved and almost always against my will.
The event in question may not have bothered me so much, if there weren't so many lab coat types in the room. My 4 year old counting skills came up with 10. I may have been ok with 2 or 3. (more likely, 2). I can't remember why I was being admitted to the hospital (as I felt fine), and I had the terror of maybe my mother was sending me off to an orphanage or whatever. So I fought. They fought back.
Giants pinning a small being against a gurney in an ER. Hands everywhere. He struggles uselessly. They start pulling his shirt off and he realizes what they are up to. He feels hands working on the zip of his brown pants (this was the 70s, bad fashion was everywhere), and looks down. He knows they are going to pull his penis out and he is not in the mood for that with this many DRs around right now. As his fears are being realized, and his clothes are coming off him every which way, and his mother is standing slightly behind, watching apprehensively. He can see her, she can see what they are doing to him, but she does not help her little boy... He does not understand. (He will later). In a flash he hears a voice in his head telling him "urinate on them, if you pee, they won't be able to touch you, the waste liquid will keep them away" ... Guess what? ... It didn't work. 😢
The boy did not count on the dedication of the medical staff to their jobs. That was more that enough to counter whatever effect their disgust may have had. Too bad kid, better luck next time.
I don't recall what happened after that, I cried my self into an hysterical exhaustion, and I more or less passed out. The rest of the week was a blur, but I was very happy to see my mother again at the end of it all. (even if she did seemingly betray me by not helping me from those monsters, I thought).