Growing as a Diaper Lover

So the thought occurred to me, how much I have changed/grown as a Diaper Lover. Don't wanna drag on but it's an interesting thought. Here's what came to mind. Before I hit my teen years I'd always have an interest in diapers but was too little to know what it meant. Example, my Mom has told me many times that in grocery stores I would poke holes in diaper bags just to feel them. I was no older then 7 at most. One night I came to dinner wearing a diaper that was on my Cabbage Patch doll (dating myself, I know). My mom was pissed. I remember the yelling I got that night.

Enter my teen years and I started buying Goodnites at 24hr late night stores. They still fit then. I remember the very first time I thought to wet a pull up I got in the bath tub afraid of it leaking. Now being a teenager as fun as wearing at night was the guilt was just as intense the next day. It was definitely weeks between wearing.

Enter into my 20's. I've started to buy adult diapers at stores (Depend Max most of the time). This time in my life I found that many other folks shared an interest in diapers too. Yes, there was still a little guilt the next morning but it was more from the money spent on diapers instead of actually wearing them. Didn't know it then but It was totally an evolution/acceptance toward being a diaper lover. My 20's were also a time of hiding diaper time from roommates. Looking back I can't believe what I got away with. Never got caught.

Now in my early 30's, living in my own place for a few years, diapers have become an accepted part of life. Some weeks I wear more then others, never feel guilty about it ever, and even order awesome adult diapers on line to my place. They make Depends Max feel like a maxi pad. I have a drawer set aside only for diapers. I got the idea to post this because after 20 some years of diaper enjoyment (known or not) I can truly say that I belong in diapers. Sure not 24/7 but however long, whenever, it's just me and I gotta do it.

Enjoy your diaper time and thanks for reading if you got through it.

I have several friends that are life long diaper wearers and they progressed through stages much as yourself. Mental maturity weather it is dealing with family or anything else even sexual selections in your life does come with growing confidence as we age. I am a Korean War baby and my friends all traveled through very much the same steps as you have. We are now in our late 50 and early 60s, some are to the point of full blown play nurseries in their homes and wearing full time.

Thank you for sharing great starting thread, hope more people share their stories.

Thanks for sharing. yes as you get old you don't care who see you i diapers or baby clothes (what guilt). i too have a full on nursery in my house in my front room in front of my TV is my custom rocking horse that i sit and rock when i'm watching tv. yes my neighbor all know about me some will chat with me other just close their door and look the other way lol i have never shove it down anyone it's just me and if they have a problem with it oh that right it their problem.