What do you remember most about your first enema

Crying

All the people exiting the pool in horror.

I got enemas from before I can remember, so I don’t remember my first enema, but I remember the circumstances of the first enema that I gave myself. I was 9 or 10 and mom had just given me an enema with the red bulb. Those enemas were small, usually only a couple of bulbs and I recognized that I actually liked the feeling of the warm water going into my butt. And mom would stop when I said that I was full so those enemas were not traumatic. She would ask me to hold it for a few minutes if I could because it would work better. Then she would leave the bathroom telling me she would clean up and put things away when I was done.

After I had let out the enema she had given me, I saw the bulb sitting there on the sink and there was still some water in the sink. So I took the bulb and gave myself a couple of bulbs just because I wanted to feel the water going int my butt again. And so it started. I would give myself a few more after mom was finished. Then one time after I had already given myself another enema, I wanted another. So I am standing at the sink, bulb in hand in the middle of my second bonus enema when the bathroom door opens. Mom mumbled something like, Oh, I thought you were done. Then she closes the door.

I was afraid that I was going to get a scolding and be told to not give myself enemas, but she never said a word. But she never offered to give me an enema after that day. I guess she figured that if I needed an enema, I knew how to do it myself.

This may not been my first enema but I vitally recall my mother and Nurse lady that to took care of me giving me an enema when I was two years old.