Good to hear that others have the feelings of need for anal sex that I have right now, lasting for three days so far. Some enemas today will help. Wish I had a lady to help, to both give and receive.
I don't really find men's bodies attractive, quite the opposite, but at these times I desperately want to feel an unrealistically large fantasy cock all the way up me, and feel like it would be glorious to have about two quarts of really thick white cum pumped into me. I guess my desired mate should be a pre-op trans-sexual with a large cock but who was feminine in every other way, especially in voice and manner of speaking. The two quarts of cum will have to be two quarts (or four) of enema, and the endlessly lengthy cock or tentacle that penetrates a forearm's length up my colon will have to be imaginary or a toy. I think even the most impressive ts's cock probably tops out at well under two feet. Perhaps self-hypnotism is the direction I need to go, so that being fucked by a mere mortal with 6" and a tablespoon of cum can be fantasized into a massive fantasy 24" mega-penis shooting two quarts of thick, viscous, heavy cum deep into the center of my body.
Living with three different women for a total of 42 years I never interested any of them into enemas and only one of the three into anal play. She used one or two fingers very skillfully (she was from the eastern Mediterranean) and brought me off explosively. And she had a truly wonderful pussy to lick, nibble, suck and caress at the same time.
I assume that most pre-op ts's don't want to be pre-op ts's for life, so it doesn't seem like finding a mate like this for life would work out. But I must say, some of them are truly and wonderfully feminine in appearance, feel, and manner of speaking, and some have really attractive penises. Now if one could only have all these wonderful things plus a lovely pussy to lick, nibble and suck on, that would be elysium.
Perhaps twenty-first century genomics and imaginative plastic surgery will step in to create my fantasy lover. A successful penis transplant has taken place in South Africa, and plastic surgery on ladies' genitals is slowly coming into more use, although so far with very modest goals in terms of the resulting textures, forms and colors.
When will genital plastic surgeons realize the potential of forms found in Picasso, Hieronymous Bosch and Georgia O'Keefe, not to mention the forms seen in Zaha Hadid's buildings, the Sydney Opera House, the TWA terminal at JFK, the New York City Guggenheim Museum, and the incredible forms of creatures from the very great depths of the oceans? Come on, plastic surgeons, have a look at modern art, architecture, and newly discovered exotic life forms. Combined with the potential increase in practice doing penis transplants, this new direction in genital plastic surgery should create many new billionaires among the ranks of plastic surgeons.
The unlimited potential for penis transplants may pose a new and terrible threat to well-endowed young men, as those new penises for old and rich men will have to come from somewhere. A young stud will be happily strolling down the sidewalk when a long, black limousine glides up beside him, and large, rough men pull him inside and whisk him off to a secret surgical suite for the harvesting of the valuable resource. The Monte Pythons once performed an elephant-o-plasty on an unwilling human recipient - perhaps it is horses and donkeys that will fall victim to this new and terrible form of piracy; perhaps even whales, who share a unique position among mammals in terms of penis size. We possessors of modest endowments can breathe a sigh of relief. What has hitherto been an embarrassment may become a welcome escape from the coming penis-harvesting armageddon among the well-endowed. Too bad, guys - you had your days of glory.
Unrealistic, you say? Well, more than two thousand years ago Zeus transformed himself into a bull and into a swan for purposes of having sex with Europa and Leda. Even the Greeks foresaw what is now upon us, with the new breakthroughs in plastic surgery and genomics. Excelsior, El Al and Eureka! A new age has dawned!